@wanabgud I've been through a lot myself. Many time struggle on things. Just tell myself that everything is temporary and nothing is certain be mindful about life into making any decisions.
Had a tough time and nobody is around to understand. I've been living by myself for nearly 15 years, I experienced a lot of suffering and pain. Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple.
You will always be the most sexiest and most beautiful woman for me i sold all my motorcycles and truck and dropped it all running for you... I wish things would've happened different
I always said you are a angel a farishta in my eyes i don't see any flaws in you so i know a shitty fuck like me does not deserve you... I love you ok smile regardless of whatever happens to me its not your fault
Ok please let my parents talk to manha occasionally and i am really fucking proud of you sidra you are so driven you will save girls from ass holes like me
I wish i would have saved some of my dignity and self worth but at least now i know there is alot of people to care for you
Official good bye
I cannot live everyday searching you up and worried about you and lost thinking or trying to forget because its impossible
but if we constantly steer off the path of humbleness then are we ever humble? and if we or I follow this love inside, why do we keep failing?
We will never be perfectly humble no. But being human is not about being something, it is about becoming. That in itself requires humility 😉 . Being human is a process rather than a state. And if you stumble along the path of humility, and go left here, and go amiss on the right there, but always return, you will still grow eventually. The problem lies with not returning to this path, because you give up. That's where God's mercy comes in. He'll always help you get up again...
but me being kind only means something to me, to others, to cruel people, kindness means nothing. Im just supposed to trust that me being kind once, even if its in a single interaction, that it is enough?
It is a balancing act. You should not let them use you, you should show that you have have teeth, but then decide not to bite. This is actually the humble way. Because if you had no teeth you'd just be weak and you'd have no choice. That is not humility.
Even if it seems so you cannot say for sure that kindness means nothing to people. Maybe not now, but possibly one day, when the scales fall from their eyes. There have been countless examples of former non-believers who took years and years to see god's kind actions in their lives and begin to change their lives.
Did you know that religious conversion is the most successful cure for alcohol addiction? (it's no wonder that the 12 step programs originate from christian churches) And if someone converts they usually don't do that after a single act of kindness from a believer.
Sorry about the examples from faith again, but in this case they really are good examples and there are literally millions out there...
thank you for this, I will try to lead more with this love inside!
The hard part is that it requires trust, beforehand. It is like taking a step in the dark over a cliff and not knowing that you will be caught by this love. But you will.
@lubnnaa01 you do have a point and i have experience in that regard. I believe the problem lies with the fact that there are so many depressed people these days that it is hard to support just one specific persom and also have your own life. I myself have 4 friends who are depressed right now. To whom do i give priority?
Not to dismiss your question but it is kind of hard these days.
@yep if u wanna know.....
I know the meaning and the objective of a life..
What life means??..what will happen when u die??..what is a purpose of life?...why we r in this world??...why we exists??..why we r living??...why this world exists?.....
I know all....if u wanna know, then i can answer ur questions 🙂
@willoww yeah well I get those nice things from you, @RAGNAR and @football_m29. After being friends with y'all for awhile you started to rub off on me. And I don't plan on drinking, or doing drugs, or knocking up a girl, I mean I'm taken and I don't wanna screw that up so. But going to parties, that's what I plan on doing. Lol.