@wanabgud I've been through a lot myself. Many time struggle on things. Just tell myself that everything is temporary and nothing is certain be mindful about life into making any decisions.
Had a tough time and nobody is around to understand. I've been living by myself for nearly 15 years, I experienced a lot of suffering and pain. Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple.
@YourFriendYaweh me too, because covid has made the gyms here so restrictive I have bought weights and am working out at home. And I've taken up interval sprinting in the park.
I was previously a gym guy but I don't think it's necessary for me now. Plus, packing a gym bag, driving there, getting changed and finding the equipment that I want to use.Its just a barrier. I can get stuff done without wasting half an hour of my day.