@Evul9 LOL

@stansimley @Shardana I've been going through a lot lately on an emotional level and I guess being in that state didn't help thank you very much, wise words

I'm a bit overwhelmed with anxiety and as a result, depressed. Besides what is going on in the outside world, you know, covid, Trump temper tantrum, i feel I cannot leave the house. Last week I was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. Next week I start chemo. Other weird things are going on. As for background, retired Air Force, retired teacher. 66 years old, married, and disabled.

I have just lost my little brother from the hands of an officer. Just before his 26th bday, 1 year off heroin and the the streets. I will never stop thinking of him. My brother and I both struggled with mental health, self harm ect. Please know your sad hopeless times are not permanent. You are worth it. Smile take a breather, and idk man have a beer. Life is good

@Samir770 that's right man.. But sometime it's occored unexpectely whereas i got busy at the same time tho..

@WtfDeckoFalls huhuuhhh.. Better die

I am proud of you guys Good job!