What kind of bad habits do you have? Do you want to quit them?

@cjko I wouldn't want people to be sad but I still want to be missed. I would want people to remember me and miss me because of all the good memories, there wouldn't be sadness in my remembrance, just love. When reminiscing on the days when I was still alive I wouldn't want to be remembered as nice, funny, or kind, but as nothing more than good memories to which each person they differ.

I see so many people talk about TWS like it was something magical, some people even considered it a second home.
For those that were around when TWS was a hot spot, what was it like? what was your experience?
What do you think went wrong and how do you think it can be that kind of place again?
Does anyone think TWS can be back to its good ol' days?
Does anything think it ever will?

What do you think about most when its late at night and you cant sleep because your mind keeps running?

@Connor27 Happy Birthday Rob The Amazing! Have a good everyday!!

Goodnight, Morning, Afternoon, or whatever you prefer as a greeting.
The personal thoughts I want to let out today kind of have to do with me wanting to be better, in the way that is partially the reason why I want to be a better person.
I don't have a perfect life, of course I don't think anyone does, but I also have nothing to complain about. This is a good thing, I know, but it also feels very wrong.
You see, I live in a wonderful two story house, my mom is the primary parent in my life but she goes above and beyond to make sure my needs are met and that I'm happy. My family has struggled with financial problems before, but not for a couple of years now. So I live in a beautiful house, with a mom that I would think only existed in cartoons, the cutest dog in the world, I don't see my siblings often but I can say that they are probably the coolest, best people I've ever interacted with, I've been getting a good education -I am currently on summer break but I will return to my studies in the fall-, there is nothing physical that I want or need because I am blessed with people that will give me anything I ask for. I know that everything isn't perfect, but everything around me and my life is as perfect as can be. My family isn't filthy rich, I dont own any awesome expensive sports car, I know there are others with way more than me, but those are physical things. I am talking about people in my life and energy around me is so great that I can honestly say no amount of money could be as good as a life like this.
So whats the problem here?
I don't know what I did do deserve this life. I feel so undeserving. I haven't intentionally hurt anyone and I wouldn't consider myself a bad person, but I don't think I'm good enough for the life I was given either.
I dont know how I feel about God, but if he exists, I cant help but constantly question why he blessed me with more than enough while there are innocent children starving, there are people getting abused, and parents that have to work multiple shifts just to provide for their family. If there are people that are more deserving than me, why was I given such a good life? I dont know what to do with it.
I've been trying to be a better me not only because I care for myself and those around me, but because I want my wonderful life to be something that I earned, something that I deserve. It kills me to know that I have done absolutely nothing to get to the place that I am at meanwhile others are constantly at work to get a decent living.
I feel undeserving of my life and I wish I could ask life itself why I was given this, and why others are given so little. I know life is unfair, but never in a million years did I think an unfair life could be this good to me. I don't mean to flaunt the things I have, and I dont want to come off as complaining, but I cant help but feel this wont last forever. I dont think I deserve the things I have, but I am worried that in a blink of an eye it will all go away because so.

I dare you to answer all eight of these questions even if your answers are long. Its a dare so you kind of have to do it now 😈

1. If you had a time machine would you visit the past or the future? Why?

2. What do you wish you were really good at?

3. If you could jump into a pool of something, what would it be?

4. Whats your favorite joke?

5. If you could be a fictional character who would you be? Why?

6. What kind of things really make you laugh?

7. What is something that you think is overrated? Why do you think that?

8. How do you feel about TWS?

@davitchen I might be completely wrong, but from what I've observed men are weak.
They're weak to curves, sweet voices, flirtations, etc. This doesn't apply to all men of course but a lot of them don't know how to separate their head between their legs from their head on their shoulders. These men are easily distracted by a women with a pretty face and good figure they don't pay attention to things that matter in a relationship and thus fail at relationships.
Some men are the complete opposite and theyre so emotional and vulnerable that they try to marry to first woman that shows them kindness and understanding.

@petrapark3r said in Tell me about your days...:

How do you usually spend your days? Maybe tell me about your week and your weekend.

When do you get up?
What do you do first?
What do you work on / spend most of your time with?
What's after work?
What do you enjoy most about your days?
What do you hate about em?

These are the questions I ask myself because my memory is so bad 😩

Dear myself, those who are reading this, those who don't want to, and the FBI agent that has to read this to make sure I am not plotting to kill the president. I am doing this again because I enjoyed my last entry and I think it is something that I want to continue. I don't know how to start these so I'm sorry if it is awkward, please bear with me.
I want to be a better me. I want to be nicer, funnier, prettier, more humble, less jealous, and provide healthy unconditional love. The kind that doesn't just make the people around me feel happy, but also myself. I thought accomplishing these things would be easy. I thought I could just remind myself to be nice and it would happen, if I watched more comedians or funny shows they would eventually rub off on me, if I work out more my body could be ideal, etc. I try to be a better me everyday, but I don't know if I'm any better at all. The way I perceive the world has changed greatly, I don't know if it is for the better or worse, but the way I treat myself and others seems unfit. I am aware of this, and I know what changes I want to make, so why is it so hard? Am I really stuck only being this much? Can I get any better? How long do I have to wait until I am the person I want to be and I treat others the way they should be treated.
That's takes me off topic, how should others be treated? If someone disrespects me is it only fair to disrespect them back, or do I continue to be kind? The kind of person I want to be is only the kind person, but what is the point in being kind when everyone else can be so cruel? Some people say one persons kindness can make a difference, but I don't see any change.
Thoughts like these have been crowding my head more than I would like to admit, that's why I'm finally using this place as my outlet, so if you've read all of this, thank you for listening. Once again you can leave any comments of advice, hate, or encouragement if youd like. I will say I don't care as much for the replies as I do as just being heard, so thank you for reading:)

@cjko Having to be okay with knowing Ill never know anything

@dragonfly33 said in What is the greatest struggle you’ve overcome? :):

@cjko quit smoking

Congratulations on that! 🎉

@petrapark3r when theres 7.5 billion people and growing, the number is almost 0. I didn't say 0. If you want to get technical its like 0.01%. as I said, we can fix it. There is salvation. I just know it wont happen and that's just facts, sadly.

@robthebest and funny apparently 🤔😂

@petrapark3r When I was a kid I wanted to be an actress or talk show host, anything that would make me famous and make people know my name!
Now, Im a lot smarter and I know a job like that is a lot worse than I would like it to be.
So my dream job would be to rule the world and make it a better place hehe 😈
Truthfully, I don't know what my dream job is anymore.

@petrapark3r I agree with @DAD_ . We are smart, we will find a way to provide for our growing population even if it seems impossible. That's what we do. That is our job. However, its not the feeding them and providing for them that is the problem.
Its the devastation we will cause from being over populated. Sure, we can provide for all humanity, but when doing so we kill off so much of Earths natural life. We are already going through a world water crisis and an incredible decline in the amount of fishable sea food.
We can fix our problems that we have created, we don't have to be doomed.
But in all honesty, I think we already are. I think were already on the path of doom but were walking at the beginning so we don't see the devastation we will arrive to at the end.
We don't have to be doomed, but the likely hood of anyone giving a rats butt about our planet and the life on it to actually improve not just the life of humans but for all living things-our earth as well- is almost 0.

@nightshifter said in Happy bday blue bird!:

@Lurker , he is adorable and awesome (and tall!) but he doesn’t see himself as so. So, we will just keep telling him. 💜💕

@robthebest in case you forgot youre adorable, awesome, and tall!

@petrapark3r Yay, Im sure it will be okay now. You're so awesome for doing that! Here's a cookie ily! 🍪❤

@petrapark3r said in Tell me about your days...:

How do you usually spend your days? Maybe tell me about your week and your weekend.

When do you get up?
What do you do first?
What do you work on / spend most of your time with?
What's after work?
What do you enjoy most about your days?
What do you hate about em?

These are the questions I ask myself because my memory is so bad 😩

@petrapark3r Im filled with surprises 😏