Yeah I remember 🙂 Iwas so shy but rude at the same time lol kinda covering up my shyness with rudeness, I kept on insulting the teacher and kids until the teacher shouted at me and then I cried really hard . BTW It was Christmas so the teacher told me " If draw something nice, santaclause will bring you a gift :)" and she kissed me on my cheek and wiped my tears , so I felt excited and secure lol she even made me sit next to her class table to draw while she was singing to us 🙂 then suddenly santaclause entered gave us gifts , I remember It was some chocolate box and that long thingy that makes whistles and legos lol That when the principal came In singing with us " we wish you a merry Christmas... We wish you a merry Christmas... And a happy new year 🙂 " there was a Christmas tree every one were claping around waving the mini bells they were holding 🙂 ... Really nice memory from the rarest I kept in my memory box .
Thank you all of you for the wonderful and comforting replies. I am also sorry to hear about the situation you're in @Doc2.0 and I pray that your days get better! As for me, I have been recovering really well the past few weeks and it rarely bothers me anymore. I once again thank all of you for the help and support on this random website I found on google and for taking time to write a reply to help a stranger. I wish all of you the best of luck in your future endeavors!
try & identify what’s making u feel this way so that u can make a change in ur life and eliminate the cause of it. do little things that make you happy everyday, take a walk, watch your favourite show or do something therapeutic like listen to music, draw, write down how you feel. remember that pain is temporary and this too will pass, focus on getting back to normal and show yourself love each day because you deserve it. i hope things get easier for you, one day you’ll look back at this part of your life and admire your own strength and perseverance to get better. sending love and light and positive energy your way, my inbox is open if you need anything 🤍
@sarcasm life is like an economy. Everyone has a mutual interest in someone else. No one thinks out of that box. People talk to you because they find it amusing. Let's say you and your friend can relate to something so you can talk about it and feel nice while doing so. And with business comes its ethics. People only act as if they care. No one can actually know what you go through. In short, you are pretty much alone in this world and that's nothing sad.
But I do agree there are people you'll find in your life who are totally opposite to what I have described. Good luck finding them. Abd when you do don't ever lose thenm