What r the most depressive moments u experienced in ur life??

[NoMoreBucky]

I am depressed from last 2 years , Now from yesterday I am fine.

[NutellaBigGoat]

@yoursbucky I PEED

[Jimmyy]

@yoursbucky oh ok bro....take care urself :)

[Jimmyy]

@nutellabiggoat dont pee in my room(topic)

[Yep]

There was this one time I was just laying on my bed, I had nothing to do, so I was just thinking. Normally I hate having nothing to do, but I was too lazy to find anything to keep me busy. Why do I hate it? Because then, as I had started thinking, I would start thinking about something that at the time I would always avoid because it fucked with my brain: death. How am I going to die? When am I going to die? What will happen when I die? Will I be remembered? Will anyone care? Is life worth it? I couldn't answer any of those questions, and not being able to answer them no matter how much I tried to come up with one made my head hurt. Then I started thinking about the worst case scenario: dying young, there's nothing after death, no one remembers me after I die, everything I have ever done has simply gone, all my efforts wasted.
I've always feared this worst case scenario, but now at this point in my life I'm contemplating suicide.

[mattyboy]

When I lost her

[Jimmyy]

@yep if u wanna know.....
I know the meaning and the objective of a life..
What life means??..what will happen when u die??..what is a purpose of life?...why we r in this world??...why we exists??..why we r living??...why this world exists?.....
I know all....if u wanna know, then i can answer ur questions :)