Hi, so i have a question
This is my first time ever using this website, and i wanted ask for an advice
Please help me out and be brutally honest.
My moral dilemma is following:

4 years ago, a girl texted me out of nowhere, and we started talking, she is awesome, the best laugh and best personality match i've ever had in my life. We live in different countries. She made clear that her intentions are romantic. But about the time that we were texting a lot, my first love came back to my city after long dissapearance and i lost my head. I went back to her, eventually kinda ghosting this girl i was talking too, and she understood why.

Right now, i just really want to say sorry to that girl and try to reconnect as friends, because she is amazing, and the nicest ever. Should i do that?

Pros:
I will feel better after saying sorry, i might have a chance of keeping her as a friend which would be awesome

Cons:
It's been a very long time so it might be weird, we both lived our lives, she might not need this now, it might be a very stupid thing to do.

Thank you in advance!