July, 2018
Jusβ before the lunch break, our class was outside in the schoolβs ground as it was our sports class. Some girls of our class were gossiping about the only boy in our school who looks sexy af.
Somehow, that caught my attention. So, I was damn interested in knowing who he was. They told me that he was popularly known in our school as Avi. His name seemed pretty cool to me. I asked them more about him. I got to know that he was 2yrs senior and had a gf too. They also told me that he had posted some shirtless pics showing off his muscular body on his insta feed.
Suddenly, the bell rang. As it was lunch, we stayed back in the ground for a while. Out of a sudden, a boy came outside. He had blonde highlights, long eyelashes, sharp jawline, perfect eyebrows & muscular body. He reminded me of Edward Cullen. He did pushups first and then some impressing moves with the football.
Tbh, I instantly fell in love with him. I just couldnβt stop staring at him. I almost fainted. He was the exact type of boy I always looked for. This is what we call, love at first sight.
*The first thing I did when I reached home was check out his insta. But, idk why I couldnβt find his profile. I dmed all my friends, even searched on google but nothing really helped. I thought I was never gonna find him. So, I gave up. *
Since that day, I used to bunk classes to see him. During every break, I used to go to the senior wing and stare at him whole time. I couldnβt help myself. My happiness used to depend on him. When he used to be absent, I used to be lost in the class thinking about him.
October, 2018
One day, I got an idea to make a new account. From my new account, I dmed him. I wasnβt hoping to get a reply. But to my surprise, he did reply. I felt really happy. Soon, we started chatting. I complimented him a lot. He seemed really sweet and kind to me. We even exchanged some pics. And, he started to flirt with me.
Next day, he asked me to meet him irl. But I said no cause I was damn shy. He asked me why, and I told him about the accident that happened with me. He said that looks donβt matter at all. Now, this really made him the perfect type of guy for me. I started loving him even more.
I made a big mistake of sending ss of some of our chats to my bff. She couldnβt believe it was him. This news spreaded like wildfire. He got angry at me for doing this, and I promised to never repeat this again.
2 days later, I confessed my love as I couldnβt control anymore. I told him how much I love him. Sent him many long paragraphs about how I fell in love with him.
He started being a little weird. He told me to not dm him from my real account. He just wanted me to talk to him from that fake one that I created before. His gf got to know about all this. She asked me to stay away from him. He suddenly blocked me. I was soo confused. Tbh, I didnβt know what to do. So, I again gave up.
I used to cry for him a lot. I was heartbroken. Nobody came for help. Friends never helped. They made fun of me in every way possible. They became his friends and created misunderstandings between us. He started to hate me. He ignored me a lot.
I used to satisfy myself by seeing him in school. Like, by sneaking and all. I started bunking classes again just to see him. During every break, I used to go to the senior wing and stare at him whole time. I couldnβt help myself. Just one look made my day. And, still, I'm living like this....
Tomorrow is his birthday, and this is his last year in school...I want to do something really special for him, for him to remember me by...
Any suggestions?
