I don’t want to sext 😭
I hate all of them, yet I've posted them on Imgur and Pinterest (because I'm ridiculous.).
@RAGNAR Enjoy watching colourful shit lol.
Byeeee.
P.S. I'm not sorry for the shit quality because @RAGNAR couldn't wait to see my "art". And when I'd posted these pictures, I had the worst Nokia phone ever, so there you go guys. These are all screenshots of my posts lmaoo. And no, I won't give you my username because just, NO. But I do think the celestial girl is okay.
@wtfjudith last year, my annual attendance was 26%.
Trust me, my attendance was higher than my academic score :)
@im-a-bae I watch Riverdale or draw something or make brownies or plant mushrooms in the graveyard in the back of my house to summon Satan.
@willow my whole wardrobe is filled with men's clothing. I hope that's enough for you to guess how lonely I am.😂
#notevenkidding
I think most of you don't even know me, but never mind haha.
I haven't been active here for the last 4-5 months. So, I was wondering if someone could give me some updates?
Love is like a bubble.
Looks so pretty, you follow it.
It then flies to the mysterious garden of crimson roses, you still follow it.
It runs towards that one huge blooming rose and euphoria demeans your sense. Even though you feel those faint voices in your head, you break the walls that you made.
You breathe heavy, your heart palpitating.
Your feet hurt, the rough road making you lurk.
Your rationality flying away, as you follow its way.
Just like the machine you are, you chase it, like the drinks at that bar.
The globe of soap, it then bursts, shatters of your deepest organ ringing through your ears, minutes now feeling like years.
Blood red petals, hot kettles,
scarlet skies, blue eyes,
brown hair, skin bare, fragile bubble, amidst the rubble,
lies my bleeding heart.
A beautiful tragedy they call me,
And I accept it with all my modesty,
Thinking t's just another day, another knock at the door,
And now I doubt if my nerves can take it any more.
You cry my pain a thousand rivers,
Write me a million words
Take away all my tears
Only for me to remember you from broken frames and in those midnight blurs.
You play with my mind, thinking it's my heart
It stopped working long ago, sweetheart.
Feed my brain all those stupid lies,
And then announce on the streets,
"Look at that fucker, she cries."
Oh, how you've healed me,
My tears have stopped, yes
But I stand here in the pool of blood, being your "prettiest mess",
Oh, how well you've helped me.
This morning air so calm and fresh,
And I'm losing myself into it,
I'm your "asshole under this flesh"
You could have better stabbed me bit by bit.
I never knew Devil has green eyes,
And that he too, lies.
You then, shout and scream and shout and run,
Trust me, all I hear is "I don't care. You don't matter to me, run run run".
So many laughs and kisses stuck in my head
So I hit it hard, smack it hard,
To realise it's made of lead.
Love is dimensionless they say,
Why didn't they tell me that about hate?
Laughing with blood shot eyes as I lay
I often think, did I tell you about myself too late?
I want to tell all the people here who are calling her Coward and all those derogatory terms,
Me, @TheStrangest or @Willoww NEVER EVEN ONCE have supported the girl's suicidal thoughts.
And instead of fucking calling her "Coward" and shit, just remember: Suicidal people are much much braver than the entire human population. Even in the worst situations, we get up, we rise above all the hatred we have for ourselves. Yes, we do it with the support with of our family, friends, therapists, and psychologists but it takes our fragile will power to come back and decide that we want to live on. We are so "weird" that you can call us out with the world's ugliest curses, we would just laugh it off and go away but the self-hatred can make us contemplate suicide. This self hatred is usually because of mental illnesses like depression, anxiety, Bipolar Disorder and so on. If someone's struggle or pain disturbs you and you can't help them, step away and KEEP QUIET. Don't go on fuelling the pain that has brought them to such consequences.
Killing oneself is WRONG. But calling them out for that is WORSE. Suicidal people need emotional support They need help to see the good side of the life. They need people to make them realise that there is life beyond all that they are going through. They need someone to sort out their problems.
If you don't know how to help, it's okay. Just keep distance and don't say anything at all. Check out the internet to see how you can help them, if you really feel like helping them. I'm asking out because we perceive things differently. A suicidal person might take your words(you assumed that would help) rather very differently. Like @sup that day told me, he was calling her Coward so that it hits her and she becomes strong. Well for that, it might work for you @sup but for suicidal people, it doesn't.
JUST HELP HER and if You can't, SHUT THE FUCK UP.
@Sir-ash33 there you go ✌️
This is the dead inside edition, guys so don’t kill me for not giving a diversified playlist this time 😭. Here you go:
What do you think about them?
@sarah_the_magpie I haven’t heard his newest project but all that he’s ever put out is commendable. Nobody can parallel his style 😌
I listen to a lot of Dreampop, it’s difficult to name one. Men I Trust, Film School, Beach House, No Vacation etc
@Sup lmao this first one I remember from a Lakmé commercial. It’s cute!
Eminem. I like him but it’s just that I can’t completely like him somehow. And I haven’t listened a lot of his music too, sooo it’s probably that I haven’t made efforts to understand his style. The lyricism here was powerful and so touching though !
@Sij did i just listen to the vikings gone bangali? 👀
Soooo a rock fan niiice. I’m not too deep into rock but these were bangers 😌
@sarah_the_magpie a fellow earl fan 👀 (woohoo) what are your favourites from him?
AND DREAMPOP. One of my most favourite genres hands down. What else do you listen to?
@DaNii It’s beautiful, just that i needed some progression like it gets boring after a point + could’ve done without the male vocals too. but I’m no music connoisseur so please don’t take my review too seriously YET.