What do y'all think of my photography, be honest please.

I seriously felt like I really needed to post this. So if any of y'all are depressed, suicidal, or honestly anything at all. Y'all need to talk to someone about it, you can either talk to me or the people that I'm going to list at the end of this. But seriously don't do it y'all please. The worlds not done with you yet. There are people who care about you and want you to stick around because they love you. Seriously I know what its like being at the bottom and you feel like there is nowhere to go. But like my girlfriend's signature say "If you are at the bottom the only place to got is up" and that is so damn true! Seriously even tho you are at the bottom and it seems as if everything only gets worse, trust me it will be worth it because something beautiful will come from that pain. Trust me I've seen just about everything and yeah I suicidal, I am depressed, I have anxiety, but the people who were there for me most was my family on here. Them and my girl are the only ones that saved me. But now I see that there is some much for me in life, and yeah I will have my ups and downs but when the downs come I am more prepared because now I know I have people that love me, and you know what so do you! Seriously even if you dont know me or the people I list just talk to them, they seriously can help a lot. So whatever you are going thru there is a light at the end of the tunnel and there are people who are willing to help you make it there and further, so please dont kill yourself there is so much to live for, no matter how badly someone screwed you up just remember we are all human we all make mistakes no one is perfect and we bleed when we fall down. So remember the only place to go now is up! And I wanna help you go up, and so would these people.
@Abby-83
@football_m29
@Kat_15
@Willoww
@RAGNAR
@US-poet
@Lucifer_
And there are a bunch more people who would love to help you! Sos seriously just talk to me or one of these people, or all of them. But whatever you do suicide isn't worth it.

Sorry about leaving for a bit, but I was going thru some things that I needed to take care of. But I'm back and better than ever y'all! And I love all my fam and friends on here and I missed y'all tons! And I especially love you @Abby-83!

This is hard for me to choose. Damn. Ok ima make it where It can be a quote or song lyrics or a movie reference, or all 3 if you want. My favorite quote is this

Oof my favorite song lyrics? Oh man this is tough. Its probably this,
"I’m evil to the core
What I shouldn't do I will
They say I’m emotional
What I wanna save I’ll kill
Is that who I truly am?
I truly don’t have a chance
Tomorrow I’ll keep a beat
And repeat yesterday’s dance"
Fairly Local by Twenty Øne Piløts
Honestly I really feel like I am evil when it comes down to it all. And literally if I try to save anything it will die. And I feel like I'm constantly repeating things and doing the same old stuff over and over. Now then my favorite movie reference. Oh this is also a hard one. Ok So I have to do 3.
"I believe, whatever doesn't kill you, simply makes you... stranger."- the Joker
"Why so serious?" - also the Joker
And last one.
"If you're good at something, never do it for free."- the Joker
So there ya go. What are yours?

Aight so as most of y'all know I'm back. Not that anyone cares. But here's the reason why I'm making this post. I've been watching the topics. I never truly left I just went dark basically. I kept the ones who were close to me closer and the ones who didn't care well they know what happened, but that's beside the point. I've been watching the topics, slowly watching how the civilians so to speak have been fighting the mods and the admins. C'mon guys. Really? Just because you don't get mod you get all butthurt and decide to turn to shit. I was slightly that way but not anymore. I've watched truly good people turn into bitches because they didn't get what they wanted. And Tbh I'm not trying to pick the mods/admins side because I don't want to be on their side. So here's the message for mods/admins. Y'all gotta watch yourself very carefully and how you word things. Y'all have an entire community watching. Tread lightly. And you have people as mods who 1. Aren't even real people They are fake accounts that @talkwithstranger came up with. 2. Dont have 1K rep 3. They don't ever make posts and you never see them in pub chat. 4. Frankly they don't deserve it. Y'all said I was to emotional unstable or whatever shit you came up with well they are even worse. So you really need to rethink your mods group. So civilians of TWS be happy with what people have worked so hard to create and be kind to other users. As for the mods/admins you need to watch who you have coming into this site. There are ways to make it better but I'm not gonna help I'm sick of helping y'all. But Y'all need to keep a closer eye on things and be careful how you word things. As for this post its over for now.

Well y'all it just fucking happened! @Abby-83 and I are back together! Officially! For the second time! Lol. And the last time cause we are staying together for good no matter what. I love you Abby!

Seriously I'm sorry but I'm done with all these peoples shit. And I may get down voted or banned for this but I don't care. Like seriously all this trolling and sexual harassment stuff is just really sad and irritating. And ima type how I wanna type seriously we all have typos and it doesn't mean y'all gotta be mean and correct us, we realize it and its not like we meant to. Like seriously I'm done with that shit.

@Abby-83 whenever I hear these songs I think of you.
First one,

And the second one,

And then last but not least our song, beautiful.

Abby, all songs I hear make me think of you. But this one in particular Yours makes me think of you because its our song! And you changed me. For good. Like before you I used to be a stuck up selfish dickhead. And everyone will agree with you. But then I met you and damn. I never planned on loving you or falling in love with you. I just thought you'd be an ordinary person to me. I never thought you could change me or piece this heart back together. But some how you did. Even tho my broken glass heart cut you and cut you deep you were still willing to change me and fix me and love me. I thought I was unlovable. I had no idea someone as perfect and beautiful and just gawd I'd be hear all night describing you, could fix someone as broken and helpless like me. And when we first started dating I didn't want to let you in or change me because I thought you'd leave. I didn't want go change because I thought you'd leave. But you didn't. Some how some way you stayed. And I knew, I fucking knew that you are the one for me. Abby you weren't my missing piece to my heart, you were my missing heart to my piece. And we all know I can go on forever but I'll try not to. Abby I just want to say that I'm sorry for pushing you away at the start and breaking your heart not once not twice but three times. And I wish I could forgive myself for what I did. I wish I could but I just can't. Because I broke the most beautiful, wonderful, awe inspiring person in the world heart. And I can't forgive myself for that but Abby. If you can I know I could. Abby awhile back someone posted and said who is your hero? Abby, you are my hero. You have shown true strength and love. Its crazy. I cant believe I got someone like you. Like why would you even fall for someone like me? What did you in me? Thru all that black and darkness how could you even see a light? Anyway, I guess the only words that I can say to you is I love you so much and I hope you stay forever, please. Abby, I love you my gorgeous queen!

I am officially taken! I know shocking, but I am taken by the most beautiful girl in the world! I love you beautiful! @Abby-83

Lol so ima try to write a story.
Y'all know when y'all meet someone and Its just like damn, they are gonna mean a lot to me. Like whether it be a boy friend or girlfriend or best friend or just whatever. Well this is how much I love Abby, I mean y'all coulda guessed it but if y'all gonna hate on this topic then just leave ok, nobody asked for your shit and nobody wanted it so just let others be happy and y'all can keep your negative shit to yourself.

So if any of you were to ask me what I see in @Abby-83 I'd probably say something like this...
She's the kind of girl you cant get out of your head. The one who will make you wait on just about everything but when you do get something you've been dying for its even better than you could have ever imagined. See now I'm not just talking about some sex thing or nude stuff or some shit y'all like think I am. I'm talking about just about everything in general. And then theres her personality, thats something that still drives me insane. I cant figure her out. And I probably never will. She's strong, independent, loving, brave, courageous, smart, funny, caring, kind, and the list goes on. But you'll know if you mean something to her or not, if you are making a difference or not. She'll let you know that. Now I know she calls herself ugly all the time and how terrible her eyes or hair is but lemme be straight with you. She is the most beautiful damn girl on the planet. Her long brown hair is more vibrant than the sun, her eyes are a totally mystery yet clear as day at the same time. And Every thing else well I'd be here all week just trying to tell her how amazing she is. And if you were to ask me how much I love her well I'd say something like this...
Her and I whenever we say goodbye its always she starts and say i love you and then I say I love you more and she say I love you most but I dont think she truly understands what that I love you more means. It means I love her more than I love myself. I love her more than the sun that gives us light and keeps us warm. I love her more than the moon and the stars that light up the night. I love her more than anything her and I might face together. I love her more than water, I love her more than good which is saying a lot. I love her more than the very air I breathe that keeps me alive. So that's what it means when I say I love her more and as usual I could keep going but there's more I'd like to say. If you were to ask how much I need her well that falls im the same cataogry as loving her. I need her more than all that stuff. So I guess what im trying to say here is I love her a lot. And theres also a point I'm trying to make here, all y'all people who are fighting on here or being complete dickheads on pub chat come on guys. We should be better than that. And I know I have no room to talk because I've been a complete dickhead myself lately but I had a seizure and in and out of the E.R. lately and shit but this isnt about me. Some of y'all are posting some shit on pub chat that quite frankly don't nobody wanna see that shit. I mean we could have fucking children in the pub chat and talk posting that, really? And I know y'all say shit about Abby and I when we are on the pub chat but has it happened again? No it hasnt. And yes sometimes i am an attention seeking but when i would post stuff about suicide that wasnt a joke. I tried it three times already. So come on people. We should be better than this. Now go and spread the love y'all! And I'll shut up now.

@WtfJudith thank ya

@Accepted-First thank you! And dont worry about it being a day late I dont care lol

@010604-Aj awesome. Thank you

@Quatre alright thank you

Alright so Sunday I'm going to get a tattoo. And it's gonna be an arrow on my left forearm. I've gotten lots of ideas but the reason behind the arrow is for one I've always been obsessed with them for some reason and the other is awhile back I found a quote about one that really helped me thru some hard times and it still does. So idea number 1 is just getting the arrow. Idea number 2 is get the quote in the shape of an arrow or idea number three is get the arrow and have the quote below it. So if y'all would be so kind as to drop your ideas below that'd be awesome. Also I'm gonna post the pics so

@1O1IsTheName what's up

@VCA I'm from Georgia

@VCA thanks man. Idk both her and I are really good with kids, hell, her mom adopted a little 2 year old and pretty much gave it to my girlfriend so.

@VCA I'm 17

@pardis2001 thank you!