Behind every screen
Is a flurry of emotions

Behind every screen is a human being
That can deceive you, that can lie, that can fake emotions

“Technology is a gift” they say
And I cannot disagree

After all, its what brought me to you.

“Technology is a gift” they say
Which is hard to understand

Is it a gift when they are saying “its fine”
When in reality they have trouble typing

Because they are wiping too many tears
Off the screen?

Is it a gift when you are boiling with anger
And just want to throw the phone?

A mistake- a word used to describe when someone does something they end up regretting

And you know what they say
“Live life with no regrets”

Yet they are also the ones that say
“Learn from your mistakes”

And
“We are human, mistakes happen, and they are the best things to learn from”

But maybe I am done quoting “they”

Let’s be honest with ourselves
You can learn- but you do not change

You learn that if you let a balloon go
It wont come back

And you cant grab it back-
Itll be far too late

Itll continue floating away,
Until one day it is just - gone.

Maybe before you realize it ,
You never should have let go of that balloon

Let me try another one

If you pop a balloon
You cannot unpop it

It is hurt
And cannot be repaired

Especially by the one who broke it

I want to come back to you screaming
“I MADE A MISTAKE” “I KNOW IT”

“PLEASE forgive me.”
“PLEASE dont fly away”
“PLEASE unpop”

That is entirely too selfish.
That is entirely too disastrous.

The songs tell me
That love is reckless

Love is messy.
But we have that perfect kind of love

I had that perfect kind of love.
Before I let it fly away

“Think twice”
Or just...think

“Grab onto what you want, and you will have it”
And don’t ever let go

Technology is great
It brought me to you

But yet it made me make mistakes
I still want you, and I wish you wanted me too.

Im not a selfish person.
Its time to let go
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