@LakeBodom yeah

even though you might think no one loves there is someone out there that does or cares about you like a parent or friend or relative even though life can be hard at times you should just push through or talk to a suicide hotline get a pet and then care for it and then you will have something who will care about you like a cat or a dog or maybe start dating and then you can talk to someone if you ever need to talk to someone or need help dm me and now if you die i will be sad and now i care about you so just push through this hard time
go for a walk out in natur and look at all the beauty of it take a nice long shower cry and let all the emotion flow out of i am now your friend and i will care if you die but please get a pet or even a plant to take care. i will be here to talk to you so there thats why you should

@Franciz i mean, kinda? It's difficult to believe in destiny when a person is having hella mood swings

Yes that was a little hard to read but its poor situation from the sound of it.
If it's as horrid as you say, leave.
It's easier than you think, find a friend who will put you up or couch surf a little, I'm not in the states so I can't offer any advice as to any organisations that could help (im sure someone will point out somewhere) but here calling the right domestic violence place will get you emergency housing, it's not usually all that impressive and it's short term (2-3 months) but gives you time to get some income going and get ya shit together, much better than living at home from the sound of it

Hey, please stop. I get that your upset. Calm down, whoever your taking about, forget about her. She doesn’t exist anymore. If anyone tries to make you upset, ignore them, why do you care what they say or do? I’ve tried suicide before. It won’t work. Everything that you’ve ever worked for would be gone. Keep trying, please, you are stronger than this.

@Nia-Rox You have nothing to apologise for.

I can only begin to imagine how awful you must have been feeling. You must do what you feel you must and deal with this in your own way. Just know that whether you stay, go, or come onto TWS less often, the door will never be closed and there will always be a place and support for you here.

I love these kind of topics and the replies are always interesting to read. But when it comes to answering,it is very hard for me to give my opinion looking at the vagueness of the topic. There's a good deal of things to answer and discuss. Having read all the replies I would say that I agree with most of them :)

@Karen4 what is 1984 all about?

@sufiexcortist Kim Seokjin?

@Sad-Phantom Yoo man follow me i got a ton of sweet tunes to recommend