It's fallen apart, and I just don't know.

[US poet]

I feel like I'm a failure,
waiting too long to try and tell ya,
but now sometimes it's like I'm crying on the inside,
and at other times I'm fine,
but my emotions keep going to both extremes,
and I don't want any of this for you,
but it's easier for me to push away,
than coming back to a broken version of me.
I'm still lost but I'm starting to see a light,
and I don't exactly see you standing next to me anymore,
and I'm constantly emotionally torn,
as I'm also physically worn.
I think I'll be good one day,
that's what I have to hear myself say,
because right now my own thoughts keep getting in the way,
and even though it's like my entire life has unraveled,
having my mind dragged through the gravel,
trying to pick out the dirt,
and seeing what else I can unearth.
I can't tell if I'm sticking around because I care,
or because it's convenient,
and you deserve someone who would treat you decent,
and I'm not sure that can be me until I find the reason,
that I keep on feeling,
like I've been imprisoned,
in the place I'm currently living.
Sometimes I feel the passion is back,
but afterwards I just end up feeling sad,
and I'm not sure if it's all just lust,
or if I still feel the love,
but this battle I'm fighting,
can sometimes be frightening,
and I don't know how I'll come out the other side,
but all I can do is try.

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[US poet]

@evan-elderson as you should, if you're not doing it.

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[TRose18]

ahha you guys should colaborate @Evan-Elderson @US-poet

[US poet]

@evan-elderson nah you got this fam.

[babygirl95]

Beautiful piece. Keep writing my friend.

[Savage368]

@us-poet

[Me Before You]

Nice poem

[sup]

ONCE AGAIN POET :))

[US poet]

@babygirl95

[US poet]

@im-a-bae

[US poet]

@me-before-you

[US poet]

@sup

[Me Before You]

@us-poet thankyou...