@RAGNAR @Abby-83 @US-poet @TalkWithStranger @Layla @wtfjudith @Stranger_Danger
@Evan-Elderson @heyitszoey @TheStrangest @kayisforeign @willow @Lucifer @catwoman
@YoursBucky @BOOTS22 @sup @DramaQueen read this please its important

Depression is monkey curse, lives inside of you
the feeling of negative psychological and lacking of emotions
living on reclusive island, nobody cant reaches me
and I'm still waiting for new notifications
the feeling of been defeated
the feeling of hatred and heated

Depression is scissors, ready to cut open your heart apart
My hopes and happiness fades out as like light bulb die and depart
do I have to sewing it together with needles and strings not an band aid?
I do not have a perfect requirement as my grandmother's crafted hand
too late, her longest elderly year, meet with death until her last breath and be away'd
soon, my soul and my body will fall on the ground of sorrowful land

Depression hits you at any time
all of my thoughts were trembling and worrying
but I stood like a dead statue of King Lear and postponed to stop my troubling mind

Depression puts me in cold sleep
and I cannot hold in all of my emotions, so I weep
in my darkest dream, depression blocks the source of light
and I cannot see, can't win a fight

Depression is testing your fate
if I open a sacred notebook of my entire life written in pages, I would carrying my own weight
date on top left corner of the page for your recorded days
time on the right besides your pinpoints for remembering the moments you've had spent
My philosophy of afterlife, the choice is yours will be forever and desire until the end of midnight
if you die in depression and believing in lies, you'll sell your notebook to hell and meeting with Lucifer
if you die in happiness and truth seeker, you'll give out to heavenly bright and feel his heart of Lord Jesus Christ

Depression is our second best friend
In during epic sweeping wind in the sky, will you hold my hands until the end?
In lonely afternoon of Rome, would you visit my home to see I'm having complete meltdown?

Depression can you kill me without pain or bleeding?
one last thing before I say farewell
will you write me a letter without an excuse of leaving?
if someone receive my letter, would you leave me?
a brutish suicide expressing my wounded words
and I hear lovely sounds of two or more bluebirds screaming
Depression you're my Jack Daniels, to drowning myself in poison of sea!

is it possible?
an physical form of depression holds a silver dagger knife, can he kill me while I'm dreaming?

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thanks for reading my well effort poem
click a upvote for like my poem
reply comment down below if you find this cringe or worst poem you'll ever read

and I would to say special thanks @US-poet for fixing some of my typos
and correct any errors of writing form.
thanks again.

@ragnar improvements
can you get rid of raunchy bullshit fake ads (I'm getting tired of those)
like this for an example

I swear at my hands on holy bible, I saw these ads on my screen besides comment section
and please can you clean up the ads and I know if you can or not b/c when my parents walk in
my room and he/she looks at my computer screen, see these ads and they think I'm at porno website.

2 or 3 months ago. since i started. i was nothing but an unknown stranger.
from the first day in TWS, I've encountered many people as i progresses on.
of course, i still remember sarahlonley16 aka max. the guy post disturbing gifs
of guy getting neck sliced open. my first memory of @WtfJudith have a bitch fight
with max in pub chatroom LOL. oh yeah i totally remember when @thedude and
other missing users was around that time.

why am I here? short simple reasons. I was loner at high school and i was socially
awkward, i did not have enough courage to talk girls publicity and during the
classrooms b/c i was too shy and it sucks having low social skills. nor i did not
talk regularly to my friends from elementary school. so, when i came here.
it's like Im coming new home with just strangers and people with their unique
personalities and i like weirdos people. don't crucified me.

talking to girls in online is very easy than talking to girls in real life is suicide mission.

wow, sorry for long post. and you dumbass lazy people cant read. so im going skip
ahead and quick thanks to @WtfJudith @Evan-Elderson @sup @blooddrunk
@NutellaBigGoat @US-poet @heyitszoey @im-a-bae @layla @YoursBucky
@RAGNAR @Willow @I-Queen @da-pic @Abby-22 @BOOTS22 @Lucifer
@Mindoverbeauty @REBEL_CUTE @stranger-danger @Rendezvous
@RAJ33 @bunny aka moist @Zoobie @Zeus-_ or @zues whatever
@Jesuss @KorgLife17 @Anthonyy @G-A @Batman @GirlNextDoor
im so sorry if you not in the thank you list but hey life is hard and long.
i did my best in include every people I've known.

NOW I'AM PART OF LOSERS CLUB NOW!!!!! SUCK IT @heyitszoey you never
catch me at 1k. welp. now iam going celebrate alone b/c im fookin loser.

HEY HATERS WILL HATING TO ALL HATE IMBORED...THIS YOUR MOM LOOKS LIEK NOW..............

sorry judy no bonus selfies from me.

@Sup @Lime @NutellaBigGoat @Wtf-U-Gay @Global-Moderators @1Fake-Moderators @Animal-Club @Freedom-Writers-Writing @TheRisingSun @nightshifter @Lurker @Barton

so can i ask you a question?

What happened to TWS?
every time i hop in for few days and it's completely fucking empty in here. the pub chatroom is dead, not a single post from popular TWS users and most of them are newbies and perverts. well, right now there's some of popular tws users replied.

yeah. another question Where were you?

I know there alot of people in here has something to do in real life. it could be family or personal situations, taking a break from tws or legit leaving tws, too busy doing on schoolwork, jobs, or i don't know, you tell me.

what about me?

I avoided going in tws for a while because knowing of tws been dead frequently and I have other shit things to do in real life as well.

1. I'm suppose to make a my first film but unfortunate i decided to cancelled it. for those who remember the post i've made about announcing my first film in december i think before tws got fucked up and deleted many topics.

what's the plan now?

I got alot of good ideas for my new film and its going be 90% improvised. what it mean is filming without script and trust me, im going do it. not rushing and have to time it right to filming.

when the next updates coming up?
it all depends on me. either i want to post or not in anytime.

that's it.

2. I'm still working at pizza hut.
3. procrastination fucking sucks. i get lazy throughout everyday. honestly, im starting to feel unmotivated. i need some courage to keep myself alive.

well thank you as always for reading my posts. hope you have a very well pleasant day or night.

@WtfJudith @Evan-Elderson @RAGNAR @NutellaBigGoat @US-poet @KorgLife17 @sup
@im-a-bae @Abby-83 @Murdagangshit @BUNNY @BOOTS22 @blooddrunk @Catwoman @Willow

damn we lost amount of good people behind keyboards or iphones.... an moment of silence.

@Stranger_Danger ( IM GOING MISS THIS BEAUTY. ONE WEIRD REPTILE FUCK)
@layla (FIRST TIME I'VE SEEN HER I THOUGHT SHES HOTTEST WHITE CHICK IN TWS BUT NOPE SHES CATFISH LOL)
@Kek ( IM SO SORRY FOR THIS DUDE......STILL HE GOT CATFISHED BY LAYLA SOOOO BAD LMFAO)
@Lucifer ( WISH I GET TO KNOW HIM VERY WELL. HES SEEM VERY GOOD PERSON)
@Steve-Roger( ONE DAY, YOU WILL KILL THANOS.........)
@princess____ ( DO YOU REMEMBER THIS GIRL? SHE CLIAMS HERSLEF AS BULLY VICTIM AT SCHOOL
BUT NOBODY IN HERE BELIEVE HER?)
@kayisforeign ( SHE RETURNED NOT LONG AGO BUT SHE DISSAPEARD AGAIN....PLS COME BACK)
@xXmysticXx ( I HAD A BAD FEELING ABOUT THIS.... SHE IS ANOTHER CATFISH...)
@RAJ33 (THANKS FOR TEACHING ME YOUR FOREIGN LANUAGE..... GAANDU TATTI!!!!!!)
@FearlessWoman ( IDK ABOUT HER TBH........ ANOTHER GOOD PERSON LEFT....)
@The-Dude ( HOLY SHIT, I ALMOST FORGOT THIS DUDE EXISTED...... DAMN WHERE ARE YOU?????)
@DA-PIC ( PLES COME BACK... IM STILL WAITING YOUR FACE REVEAL...)
@cutie-cat * (IS IT THAT GIRL WHO DELETES COMMENTS ON PUB CHAT?) THX FOR DAMECUTEGUY MENTIONS ME ABOUT HER.
@AlexTheAlien * ( WOWSER I HAD NO IDEA WHO IS SHE/HE? MAYBE SHE WENT MISSING OR KIDNAPPED
BY UFO DEMONS IDK) THX FOR RENDEZVOUS POINT IT OUT FOR ME.

^^^^^^^^
THOSE ARE THE PEOPLE I KNOW THEM ARE GONE..... PLEASE DO REMIND ME IF I MISS SOMEONE
OR I DONT KNOW WHO ELSE JUST LEFT TWS RECENTLY OR LONG AGO....

UPDATED *

@ragnar

• first time adding send voice messages in pm (only)

• you should add heavily restrictions of adding disturbing pics on pub chat
  like if you try post vile pics but it didn't show up on pub chat.

• upload videos on topic (only) but again heavily restrictions may apply
  like if you post a video of vile stuff it wont allow you to do so.

• NO MORE DRAMA!!!!!! ( who agrees with me?)

NO MORE DRAMA!! ................. IMO

@WtfJudith - okay i know lucifer told me shes gone to france
and she still didnt reply me in pm's. you dog penis sniffer!
@NutellaBigGoat -goddammit while im writing this post down on
paper then she returned like wtf thanks for ruining my plan. it feels
good when you;re back.
@Willow - it sucks when you left tws for real this time and i wanna say
is thank you for making tws community like our new home. I know we did not
talk each other in private and public but your such sweet and witty person.
good luck and hopefully you'll find happiness and peaceful life.
@US-poet - goddamn where is master of poems? probably hes writing his new
novel or something...........
@Anthonyy - stop stealing my girl @NutellaBigGoat. shes mine and back off!!!!
lol jk you can talk to her anytime soon and where the fuck are you???????
@Timbers aka bunnyy or moisturbation. can you show me your boobs??
JUST KIDDING!!!! SOMETIMES I LIKE TO BE A TROLL AND CLOWN.
come back.
@Evan-Elderson AKA @just-nate - wise man. mature man.humble man.
i miss you my bro.
@Spare_WtfJudith - this dumb bitch locked herself out her old account
it still amazes me how the fuck happened??? LOLOL
@Mindoverbeauty - OMFG the night before, you got fucking triggered.
I'm not bullshiting here and i believe thier is two ways of saying n-word
one is good and two is bad. i said n- word couple times in pub chat but
mostly i joke about it, not to insult someone. capice? were cool?
@TRose18 - man what happened to you? when my first month of tws,
you were on fire creating alot topic post and being popular too.
@KorgLife17 - i gave you 1 million dollars if you can find him.
bonus two spider man memes heheheheh

should i go fuck gremlins?

@WtfJudith @heyitszoey @RAGNAR @Evan-Elderson @KorgLife17 @NutellaBigGoat
@im-a-bae @Zoobie @Willow @US-poet @ObviouslyLucifer @DamnCuteGuy
@Rendezvous @DA-PIC @mars @bunny @Abby-22 @BOOTS22
DO YOU REMEMBER THIS OLD POEM I MADE??
https://chatrooms.talkwithstranger.com/topic/18477/depression-long-poem-read-this-is-is-very-important

WELL THIS ONE IS TOTALLY RE-WRITTEN BY THE MASTER @US-poet
PERSONALLY I THINK THIS IS BETTER THAN MINES.

DEPRESSION is a monkey curse that lives inside of me
feeling so negative psychologically torturing and my emotions become lacking
living on a reclusive island where nobody can reach me
and Im still waiting here for new notifications
the feeling of being defeated
the feeling of hatred and im not healing

DEPRESSION is like a pair of scissors ready to cut open my heart
my hopes and happiness fade out like a light bulb that's burn't and fell apart
do i have to sew it back together with needles and strings and use more than
just a band aid?
i dont have require perfection unlike my grandmother's crafted hands
but its way too late for her she lived her longest elderly year met with death
until her last breath and she been taken away
and soon my soul and my body will follow
and fall on the ground away from this sorrowful land

DEPRESSION hits me at anytime and it's unexpected
it causes all of my thoughts to be trembling and worrying
but i stood there like a statue of King Lear
and postponed to stop my troubling mind

DEPRESSION is constantly testing my fate
if i open up a notebook of my entire life i'd find written in the pages
that i've been carrying my own weight
the date is on top left corner of the page of my recorded days
the time is on the right it pinpoints the memorable moments that i've spent

my philosophy of the afterlife involves the choices that you've made
that can last forever and the desires that you get that sometimes only
last until midnight
if you die in DEPRESSION and believe in the fibber
you'll sell your notebook to hell and meet with Lucifer
if you die in happiness and seek the truth
you'll reach out to the heavens that are so bright
and feel the heart of our lord Jesus Christ

DEPRESSION is my second best friend
in during a sweeping wind in the sky will you hold my hands until the end?
in a lonely afternoon in Rome would you visit my home
to see when i'm having a complete meltdown

DEPRESSION can you kill me without pain or bleeding?
one last thing before i say my final farewell
will you write me a letter without giving me an excuse of you leaving?
if someone receive my letter would you leave me?
A brutish suicide expressing my wounded words
and i hear lovely sounds of two or more bluebirds screaming
DEPRESSION your're my Jack Daniels drowning myself in a poisonous sea!

is it possible? an physical form of DEPRESSION holds a silver dagger
can he at least kill me when I'm dreaming?

original written by @IM-BORED re-written by @US-poet (thanks)

IM SITTING AT 887 REP. ALMOST THERE TO REACHING 1K REP. HOW
AWESOME IS THAT?
btw, i love you nutella JK LOL

HEY WHY MY LEAFS ARE SUCK?

@football_m29 Hey stranger, This is my grade 10th art class assignment(don't remember it called)
It's between shading and strips of picture. Hope you liked it.

Ignore the people who hates you. Thats it.

Also, hi rose. Let me introduce myself, iam one of old tws users. I just came back like last night and certainly i missed alot of things.

What if they're joking tho?

Mine is 7/10

Personally: im doing good even today!! 9/11

Hysterical World

Media: damn, Fake news like CNN jamming our throats with thier fear mongering never even focused on china, russia tensions of another possible cold war. Its always been COVID COVID, TRUMP AND TRUMP. Dont get me started about BLM riots and joe biden. 1/10

Events 6/9

Kobe byrant and George floyd: the huge difference of these two is the one (george) death changes the america forever and two (kobe) known as legend basketball player.

Beruit explosion: not gonna lie, that was awesome to see.

BLM riots: man, something tells me about the uncertainty of usa future. Its getting to the point where, the country itself will divorced into two countries as the whole continent.

COVID: i know it aint coming from people eating bats. Its biochemical warfare, it basically manmade disease originates from china, wuhan tech laboratories.

Ww3 trending on first days of January 2020. The assassination of general Qasem Soleimani.

US president election rigged. I remember trump had Michigan and one other state by a large margin and its impossible for biden votes to overcome it, where trump could've won a election. Next morning, biden reclaimed those two states all of sudden. Today, still one of biggest sus. What is it? Online voting doesn't belong to voting imo people were using dead people to vote smh. Not gonna help when there a big delay on recounting which is also give a second chance to biden win unfairly.

I wont say other famous celebrities death.

Yeah. Crazy year.

Flight PK8303, tension rises at sino indian border. Crisis on middle east; tigray conflict, syrian civil war.

It seems 2021 is repeating itself and gets only worse.....
God help us all. God bless you and have a safe day out there.

7/10 for me.

It would be straight 8/10 if zombie apocalypse would happen.

1. Exercise
2. Strawberry banana smoothie
3. Semen retention

Where the fook is everyone at????
Nah just kidding.

Hi, its me IM BORED.

^illusion 100%

Hmmmmmm

Well........

Creeps and horny bots are always been here like forever.

Looks who back? Im BORED guy. I was decided to make a topic about my return but i figured nobody knows who I am and likely dont give a shit LOL

Im here since 2018 i think? Yeah im the old user around here and iam not the "oldest user" because i know few people who were here before me. Yep.

How am i doing? Good.

Im wondering how you dealt with coronavirus and self isolation shit. I find it very interesting times were living in.

Damm where is everyone? Lol

Its like im visiting graveyard here.

@Sup hey man.

Hey guys and gals. As you can read the title, yeah. There is nothing really special to say
"hey guys im back". Im going make this simple and very clear.

During that unknown day i decided "secretly" leave TWS without saying a word because its unnecessary and we've seen couple of times before where a fellow tws user makes an announcement
Of themselves leaving and return. some of them never returned.

I just really need making new online friends. For those who talk to me on discord vc parties.
you clearly remembered why im saying goodbye like never going talk in vc again and pretty sure
I start really need to focus myself mentally and physically. Im suppose start doing my life now that im 21 years old and should be in college rn. But i didnt went in. I choose a life where working boring jobs rest of my life and its extremely hard to express yourself even i dont know how i share my wants or a desire. Long story short, i basically wasted my life after graduated high school. So fucked up.

What else? I dont care if you think im sore loser or lazy slacker. That's okay to call me that.
As long , im happy and way to know my "life" doing alright. If that life been treating me so far.
Im fine with it.

If you somehow forgotten about me completely. It really dont bother me that much. Come and say hi.

Am I still going for be a director? hope so. Im not going say yes nor not going say no. I think it's
Too early to tell. One day inthe future i'll get there. No matter what age you are.

about online friends..... are they nice? friendly? well, mostly i've been in LIS servers and damn right,
They're friendly, nice and very passionate people you ever see.

Still not going college. but i been thinking more rationality about applying film schools but again its
Pros and cons. Helps you get in movie industry easier and very very very expensive.

Jobs in September? i have to. My step parents mentioned me that i should go to jobs trainee, instead of working fast food restaurants. Job trainee paids you lots of cash and im not even sure how things going worked out? So, we'll wait and see scenario's.

This return does not mean i stick here any longer and its sort of goodbye all over again cuz i got
Alot of things get shit done, dont expect me to see my often these days.

Any last words? Oh yeah, i'll be checking some replies tomorrow or later soon.
I hope i expressed my points clear enough and understand why i've been gone in TWS.
Its just an announcement.

Thanks. Have a lovely life you endure. i dont know what i just said LOL

ASK ME ANY Questions you like.

If you are a girl behind keyboard , well yes i like you instantly.
Do i make you happy? you gotta tell me a funny joke first....
John lennon says spread love and end hate. Simple philosophy.

So, summer is right around the corner. aw school's over and What's next?
Mine is ain't too much of awesome adventures sadly, kinda wished to travel somewhere else bigger life like visit great wall of china, Grand Canyon, many historical landmarks around the world you can think of. Well, its definitely not going happen to me because my step parents dont plan much during summer and of course, i have to get better job.

After two week notice passed, i'll be gone and never work back at pizza hut again.
I expect my last day on work is May 30 or 31st. when June kicks in, I'm visiting my brothers for 3 weeks hopefully. It would be super awesome to see my bros again because i haven't seen or talk to them over two years. Hella excited.

After that, once again. I'll starting to look new job throughout summer.
By the end of August, i should have a new job.

My summer sounds boring AF.

I wanna hear your plans during summer. make me jealous over your exciting adventures and yeah,
hot days are coming.