@nisanuggets Thank you! I agree! Awesome! If you feel like messaging, just find the button on my profile, or you can follow me and I can open a chat box. Thanks!

@ANYA_TH Ahhhh Dōitashimashite

@deeandrra I also need a good friend like one able to exterminate these three badboys without water

@Thatgirl8094 okay so there is one thing i always tell people which is " trust is earned " not given. Like when im with someone , i make sure no matter what happens they cant trust me , with their feelings or with the fact that im going to stay faithful. Even with all of these , sometimes your partner needs a reminder or to assure that you are who you used to be. I think you both need to straight up talk about the sitiution amd communicate. Tell him how you feel and you need to be able to check his phone to feel better. Also get help from a family therapist which will help alot.

@Nikolajlodsen Never lose hope.Every cloud has a silver lining.

stop going outside

@JoeydoesGame I know how you feel, so let's do something, do you want to be my friend? I'm not here always but I can answer always as possible

https://minnit.chat/suicideprevention There is also the direct link to the chat

@Indrid-Cold In perfect agreement. Sessions, therapy and helplines are the poster face of depression and suicide these days. Are they effective? I really don't know, I didn't ever have a reason to opt for either. But I am pretty sure that if people are willing to change, to listen, and to support others better, we would be seeing less deaths and more blossoming and productive lives. And this applies to all age groups. Indeed it falls as an obvious realization that it the duty is bestowed unsto humanity, to make sure that it doesn't get strangled by its own menacing and untrustworthy hands. We have to make the change. And this, before its too late to change anything.

@SmolHumanBean what?

@Vlad20 nothing just lay on bed hahah

Me. It's getting really bad.

@Elli-James Was nice talking with you take care.

You mean Life is lesbian? Not really a game and it was pretty gay, steer clear men.

@Rabiaa كرهنا للشخص هو يلي يخلينا نفكر فيه كتير

@Sarah-A-R thnks sarah. You are a good soul. May God bless you. Thanks for your prayers.

@Ilikesubmen I wonder if you ever truly cared about me like you said. You said you loved me. Or was I just an experimental paper for your psych degree, maybe your thesis even,?

@Lavarda said in who here has anxiety/GAD ????: Hello! Anxiety is a bad companion for life! I recommend you CBD oils for anxiety. Oil perfectly copes with anxiety problems and insomnia. I have been using oil for half a year now and feel great. What else is needed for life? I recommend everyone to be healthy and take CBD oil! Just to get back on Lavarda, I think she made a great suggestion. CBD can help with numerous things and one of them is anxiety. You should read this article explaining in-dept how it could even help with PTSD, I found it really interesting; [https://www.cibdol.com/blog/478-could-cbd-help-treat-ptsd

@navyy0047 okay don't wanna talk. take care!

UPDATE (and the last1 on this topic) : I found out she was cheating on me at least since February, with more than 3 guys. This may sound weird, but I felt a relief. I realized this wasn't my fault and it was her choice and there was nothing I could do. I finally was able to smile, laugh, eat, feel at peace, love myself and respect myself more than I ever did. I "tested" to see if I really feel better. I tried to go to the cinema w/o her, to see if I can enjoy it alone( For many years I went only with her at the cinema). Not just that I enjoyed, but it was better than the last years. It made me realize I have to be responsible for my happiness, I could chose the movie, where to eat, if I wanted coffee or not. Overall, it was amazing. I even pushed it even further. I knew she used to love frozen and not many hours ago i thought i will never be able to see that movie. But I went to frozen and it was an amazing movie, an amazing experience and I felt refreshed. All that hate that i had felt for myself transformed into self esteem and love, because I knew I acted like a gentleman until the very end and it was nothing I could've changed. The hardest step was to forgive myself for not being good enough to be with her. And if I didn't receive this news about her, I would still be at the rock bottom. All of this happened so fast, I can barely remember the last few days. I smoked 22 Cigarette packs from Tuesday until now. Overall, I would like to thank everyone for their support. W/o you guys I would've never had the power to try and find out the truth. I really appreciate your support. If anyone still has questions, feel free to dm me, I'll answer honestly and offer whatever detail you want. I hope this tread will help someone else one day. With love, Andrew

@uncledominique Hmu to find out