@Michaelele it is not similar nor divergent.
One day i was like broken after my ex gf wedding (we were dating around 3 years till she decided to marry my bestie). Those days i dunno what i felt but i did not cry in any single day even when my bestie asked me such apologies like hella thousand times coz he wants that girl to marry with. Ikr, i was stupid enough to understand about girls stuff and i could not blame him to get her in such quick action till he proposed her (she was pregnant in that time). Then 2 days before i went to their wedding, that girl talked everything, but i aint have any tears like i was numb.
Then i joined this site coz old global chat met me a lot of diversities, different people with different perceptions. I was a little bit comfort with bela till i figured out this girl belonged to someone else. Hence, i stay as a good friend of her.
I met a teenage global mods here, like she was unpredictable and quite colorful for whatever she did. I was into her, like all of things. I never thought that i would stay in here like hella 7ish month (till December 2018).
Once, i decided to lurk when my job demanded me to have my head straighten, till i gave up to be here in two months (coz i almost got red flag and fired). When i was back, i dunno what happened there but she asked me to move on and let her go. So, i granted it (even it was after my birthday like a sad gift ever). So i left, i left this site for 6 months till i got a promotion in that time.
Then around mid week of September, i came back to "Live Chat". I was like "Damn i miss the old time and all of my fellas". I met a lot of funny people there and here i am staying here. I also got a new good company friends too (uhm may be a little bit mixed feeling, not only friends i guess) so yeh. Even i had such a hard convo with someone here, i think that's not a big deal anymore.
So thats my story.