I feel exactly like this.

[Hellloooooooo]

So I think I'm too involved in movies that I'm convinced that I will never be able to get satisfied that a certain feeling is love. Who wouldn't love to be the main female character of a Jane Austen book. And then we'd all get a Darcy or a Knightley. Not that I've ever had a boyfriend, but I'm open to the thought. And I've also tried the "online dating". Didn't work for me. You know, the more you talk to a person, ideally, you're supposed to get to understand them and like them better but really, I feel repulsed after getting to know people them and there phoniness. I mean, granted, it's the internet but ehhhh, I'd still like to be shown hope sometimes. Also, I am so loving typing on my keyboard right now.