@Scottish my dad was able to bend all of his fingers completely backwards I am not able to do that. I can't do that with my toes I got syndactyly on my 2nd and 3rd toes on each foot they are stuck together XD.
@Littlelion12 Well I just got some prescription anti inflammatories off my boyfriend's ex wife tonight it seemed to help a tiny bit not fully but more than anything else.
@Brazilian-guy Lol so far seroquel is the only antipsychotic that I have not had all the fucked up rare side effects of. I use to hate seroquel though because it made me feel like a zombie for 2 days after taken it but this time it doesn't seem to be doing that which is nice. So I guess it's the one antipsychotic I'll have to stick with. Doesn't get rid of the voices in my head but has helped a lot with everything else stopped my rushing thoughts so that I can actually sleep decently finally. It's been nice.