@AdSi Hello :)
I have read carefully what you have written. Honestly, many answers to your addictions, obsessions are already inside you and in your words. Have you ever wondered who you want to be? I'm not talking about psychology, it's not my field and I don't have the necessary skills. Forgive me I just try to learn and improve myself and why not, if I can be useful .. to be there for real.
We all have demons with whom we fight on a daily basis, getting up in the morning is a challenge, whenever you do you have decided to fight. Addictions probably reveal a lack of something, they are an escape valve .. once you have clarified within yourself, I mean inner cleansing, who knows maybe things will improve.
Personally I don't know anyone with the same story as you and I don't want to make up stories. I have respect for everyone, but Alda Merini is a fixed point, maybe you will find in her the answers you are looking for or new questions, or both ... but go on. If you talk about it it is because you are stronger, unconsciously you know it, by writing you show it. Stay safe
Yes, thank you, I'm fine.
What's the story behind your username?
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@sarah_the_magpie said in What's the story behind your username?:
"magpie" is a species of tiny monochrome birds i like
Why did evolution make magpies black and white? Aint no black-and-white environment that would require black-and-white chamoflage. UNLESS they're visitors from some kinda headmuck black-and-white dimension where everything is super contrasted. Or way back in history, were there lots of crows who had sex with white doves, and produced nippers? Or are magpies just constantly OBSESSING with the ancient oriental philosophy of the Yin and Yang, and that's what makes them black and white?
It's cool if you don't know the answer @sarah_the_magpie
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@Indrid-Cold
i like the yin/yang theory, but it's actually camouflage for chess tournaments. i can land on the chessboard without anyone noticing and alter the results in my favor to win every time! -
@Indrid-Cold i believe it's so they can sneak up on prey by clinging to the sides of zebras. Also they want to spread a message of racial harmony and sartorial elegance
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@sarah_the_magpie do you achieve this by stealth attacks on the rooks? 😊
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@Scottish ooh yes, it's all a ruse. i pretend to be a pawn and slowly sneak closer to the opposing side until i reach the rooks. when i do, it's snack time!
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@sarah_the_magpie I wanted my username as Rohan, but it was already taken by someone. So i decided to keep RoLn as I rollin with people easily like one of them and I'm good with it I guess. So Ro from Rohan and Ln from Rollin RoLn.
This is the story behind my username -
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@Ladydoall30 why
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@sarah_the_magpie lets sex chat!!!
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@sarah_the_magpie eyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ;3
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@sarah_the_magpie Why is that lame?
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@sarah_the_magpie
I choose equinox to represent balance
I like to find balance in the chaos that life can be, whether it be stress, insecurity, expectation. Sometimes I might get caught up doing too much or not enough in some areas, and I need that reminder.
If everyone worked to find a balance between work and life, peace and peace, itd be great.P.s. I really like really simple names with meaning
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@NathanOnFire hate when that happens...
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@Sweet-Skylines86 please tell me about your synesthetic experiences pls.
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@Ladydoall30 OOF
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@Equinox um, sure! it's a lil embarrassing, tho. lol
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@Sweet-Skylines86 oh, no need for embarrassment, we're all open to hear what you have to say 😉
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@Equinox ok, well, synesthesia, like i said, is a condition that deals with the cross wiring of your 5 senses. and it's not the same for all. for some, if they hear a sound, they smell a certain thing. or if they see something, they have a certain taste to go w/ it. for me, tho, i have only two types, though there are over 72 types. i associate letters and numbers with characteristics, like, one is shy, two is bossy, stuff like that. and the same for letters, as well. a is bossy, b is actually shy, and etc. my other type is where words and phrases have colors. actually, numbers, letters, words and phrases have colors. so, your name, for instance, gives me this cool, electro-futuristic blue color, with a lighter neon blue outlining the letters. my username is a sunset color from a light pink to a dark purple. it was pretty and made me happy, lol. oh, sounds have specific colors as well, lol. so things like music, a door closing, stuff like that. haha sorry 4 ma long ass explanation. 😅😅
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@sarah_the_magpie ignored lol
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Mine is kinda simple... Whiterose comes from the meaning of my real name, and 4001 was my school's registration number. I would have changed it, but some people say it kinda draws people to talk to me. So I don't think I would be changing it anytime soon.