Long story short when someone has another opinion then me it makes me feel like im wrong or i did something wrong..i dont know if its just anxiety or im just to nice, like i'll give my opinion and everything just idk who is right or wrong too

FOR EXAMPLE: i move out because of my loud obnoxious neighbors, i move into a beautiful house and im happy, but what about what my neighbors are saying about me? what if theyre saying they glad i left or theyre sad i left or maybe dont care at all, to me i would think "that is not my life style and i am happy now" if they say "Im happy you left" i would reply "well that makes two of us" but then i would feel like im rude what if they really are happy i left? i mean i would be too its just idk i guess opinions bother me, or maybe anxiety

I've been trying to stop jacking off for awhile now but i dont know if it'll be worth it and here why
first off i do it quite often i have pornhub premium so cant blame me LMAO
but say ima stop for a week im scared if i stop im scared my little buddy is gonna be confused and not work cause its so used to being handled

and the other reason say if i continue to go on my habit its just gonna flat out not wanna work maybe its so constant
so like either way there can be a negative outcome funny question i know but its a serious one
im just tryna feel like i was when i was 16 hell when i see boobs in person it dont excite me as much cause i watch porn everyday

The past year or so i have been feeling an EXTREMELY overwhelming feeling of sadness..
not sure how to explain but i'll try, i have learned that it is ok to be sad, angry, tired sometimes but i feel like the way i have been feeling its multiplied by 100, random moments i'll feel sooo upset to the point i wanna go in a corner and scream and kick and shout and cry and idk why, i'll wake up thinking hey im gonna have a good day today and do blah blah blah, but theres a second thought automatically in my head....dreams only happens in movies...why even try and so on and so forth
its very obvious i have depression but idk how bad... im gonna say im always upset about myself because of the multiple problems i have i tend to over think over thinking and i get upset because of that, i dont know what is right and what is wong much like tryna figure out myself as well....any help?

im in a similar situation, the way i think is just f**k yo parents if they really like that bro, get a a way of income and just get the hell out of there, i dont even talk to my parents all i need is my self and if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend you have them and also your friends and family that dont be on that negative energy

i often over think waaaaay to much to the point it gives me headaces, i often think way to much of a subject if it is not resolved for example i'll do a math problem I've learned that there is more then one way to get an awnser instead of moving on to the next problem i'll sit there and try to figure out every possibly to get that anwser...

another thing i often think about is i think i take things too serious for example i'll watch a scary movie and my friends would tell me its ok its fake then im like ok cool but then i think wait what about the good movies like 8 mile or any movies that gives you inspirations....are those fake too..

i always think what if this or what if that like say i have a choice i'll pick one then think about what could of happened with the other choice

i feel like i dont explain myself enough this is just 1 problem i have
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