Best posts made by RandomCitizen123

im in a similar situation, the way i think is just fuck yo parents if they really like that bro, get a a way of income and just get the hell out of there, i dont even talk to my parents all i need is my self and if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend you have them and also your friends and family that dont be on that negative energy

This bout the only place i can let out my thoughts but i tend to over think and idk why... idk if its because of my other problems or what...like for example i'l stress over small stuff such as say you wanted to pick a title for a comic book between ''bugs and daffy'' or ''daffy and bugs'' most would probably choose bugs and daffy, me personally lik daffy and bugs because its different but i wonder why are people picking bugs and daffy is it because its the first choice? when someone has a different opinion or something i feel like i choice something wrong.. then another thought proceeds its wrong to be different....then another thought what is ''different'' then think 30 mins about what is different... by the time i finish so much has already happened... cant really enjoy movies cause i'll tend to the same fot it... i'll think of myself in that situation of a movie and think what i would do...by the time i quit thinking the movies over...i feel like if i dont get an anwser im not smart enough or something isnt complete. this can be on any situation...sometimes i'll just think of every possibity of something or what i should of said then be like but what would happen if i said that and so on.... it took me like 10 mins to make the title right... i was gonna put '' i think so much my head hurts everyday'' but then i thought '' i think everday my head hearts'' and like 3 other titles idk why i think like this.. idk if its anxiety or what, what if i didnt mention anxiety would you still mention what might be wrong?... i hate being like this i gotta drink to clear my mind cause it constantly feels like a piece of paper being crumbled 24/7

So Im friends with benefits with a female that works at MacDonald and i tend to get jealous sometimes what she does i mean we both cant get jealous for many reasons but im gonna be short its just really with the nudes where i get jealous over, the thing with me is if you did not take it within the same day or a recent conversation i'll get a little picky say yo girl has blue hair and send you a picture of her with red hair (unless she died it) its gonna bother me cause 1 its gotta be old and if its old its been in her phone for awhile...why is it in her phone who else she sending this to? but long story short she sent me a picture if her in the bath then days later a video in same tub (unless new video) i was like if its old why didn't i get it then? and if its new then who asked you to do it? cause i didn't unless girls just take random nudes....but at same time why you taking these in first place, sorry guess ima jealous type i mean we see each other almost everyday so i guess i cant complain, its just i don't want nudes that other dudes already saw

also i do same thing i save my nudes too so i cant get too frustrated lol

i often over think waaaaay to much to the point it gives me headaces, i often think way to much of a subject if it is not resolved for example i'll do a math problem I've learned that there is more then one way to get an awnser instead of moving on to the next problem i'll sit there and try to figure out every possibly to get that anwser...

another thing i often think about is i think i take things too serious for example i'll watch a scary movie and my friends would tell me its ok its fake then im like ok cool :) but then i think wait what about the good movies like 8 mile or any movies that gives you inspirations....are those fake too..

i always think what if this or what if that like say i have a choice i'll pick one then think about what could of happened with the other choice

i feel like i dont explain myself enough this is just 1 problem i have
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