@SuperStressef sounds like me and my first wife. I did the same to her as your husband has done to you...and the truth is...I didn't really love her properly...I was just afraid to be alone.
@shehri honestly what I do is read a book to two, it helps me
try listening to the most vapid music you can imagine and watch meaninless action movies like kingsment
@blue_nebula wow. really? Didn't consider myself a poet, but thank you. :)