That's... that's so bad I'm so sorry.
Okay look, I hope you know that you won't be forced to give an interview. And if you're under the protection of social workers then it's even better. You can never be sure when your father hits his limit and actually commits suicide.
Don't take risks and contact the social worker. Ask for some protection and they'll definitely give it to you! That's their job.

And I have anxiety as well. It's a horrible thing but spending time with your loved ones can help. If you still aren't convinced about leaving, then try to spend as much time as you can outside with your sister. Taking walks with her and stuff like that. Try to study in between that time. If you can, then lock yourself inside a room when you're studying (Preferably with your sister in there too) and don't come out until you're done. When you're not studying, listen to music, watch movies, read books. Anything that's enjoyable and takes your mind off things. Research on jobs so that it gives you somethinig to hope for.

I know this isn't that helpful but you're strong, you'll get through this!

A mother is someone who you can confide in,hold her hand while you pour out your troubles and worries about life and yourself. While a father figure is someone you want to hug you cuddle you tell you your still his little girl and he's going to be there for you. No matter what you do in life,weather it be good,bad,evil or kind . Only you can know what's inside your inner self

@Nevaeh-Botello yo chill . She is definitely going through alot. I mean i have lived in this situation as well but i never let jealousy get a hold of me.

@frencha yeah I'm your daddy 😈😈

@mia912 It's OK to ask for help is BECAUSE you've worked so hard, and done so much, not despite that!. And it wouldn't be a hand-out. Anyone who may help, in any way. Well... that would be their way of trying to be just like YOU! Remember that

@Sup I agree whole-heatedly. About the tags, I've seen. There's potential for this to be no more than Role-Playing or similar. If it is, so be it. I haven't wasted any words. I feel I at least made an effort to help someone truly in need, and if it turns out that's not the case, and it's someone playing, that's alright, as well, no hard feelings. I HAD to try to offer suggestions in case this IS a real, and concerning issue.

@Kaneki-kun good idea that makes urs description beautiful and perfect 😂😂😂

@Saloniii heyyy. wanna talk about something? Its kinda sensitive

@AllAboutTalk Hey, when did you have this conversation with that person? I'm not sure if it's really you who I talked to but we were talking about fear of what is to come and more then we got disconnected. If it's you, I'll be glad to talk but if it's not you, I'm sorry about it.

@excusemin I've been in your situation. Have two very much older brothers. One just wants to make my life hell. I got beaten up because I didn't want to go on a trip, even though I was 18 then... I think we might have a deeper understanding of each other. I want someone to just talk to, who won't abandon me.