A day for yourself , its a happy day

Ok i need some advices cause my head is going to break . Let me tell you my story . Im 21 years old and i have a twin sister (unfortunately) . When i was a little (i dont remember age) i start notice my parents behavior and how they treat me and my sister. I notice that my parents treated my sister different that me . The always took a good care of her and they didnt did the same with me . I thought it was okay and everything was normal and i didnt give so much attention . When i went into gumnasium our parents bought us phones so we can contacted them if something happened . I cant say it was nice having a phone that days . Few years ago , i cant say , i was allowed to have a bf but with some conditions. To tell my parents who is he etc . But for my sister they didnt really care . 5 years ago (Me still single) they didnt really like when i had a bf , saying that he isnt good for me etc . My sister found a bf and she kept that a secret for a year from my parents, because he was from albania (i cant say that i have prob with albanias but after him im not so sure anymore) Anyway from all that years when i notice my parents behaviour i kept looking for that (i mean i always payed attention to their moves ) and still my sister is treated better than me . She can go out whenever she want but for me nahh , i used to go out not a lot but 2 or 3 times the week but my parents told me that im goong out often and i should reduce the times i go out . And from that day i went out to meet my friends around 10 times (im a bad friend ) and now they tell me that i should go out etc ... thats not gonna happen . When my sister and her fiancee decided to live together my parents bought a lot of things and they gave her money all the time (because they spend their moneys for fun and not for buying food for her house etc) and went i asked for money too the answer was always no. She broke up with him after the sold all our jelery because they didnt have money . Theres a lot of thing still but im not gonna write them cause it will take a lot . I want to leave my house but i dont have a job and i dont have anywhere to be . ***i just hate my life *** i think i deserve better than that cause in all my life till now i was the good girl ....

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@Lazz my sister is the baddest but anytime they accusing me for wverything she did like its mine fault . Do u know how many time i wanted to live the house ? And how many time i cut myself cause i dont like this life anymore ?