@mylifebelongs
Thanks for advice. And I'm keeping myself busy with stuffs I like to do. Tho still I have depression and I was thinking to leave my job and take a break from everything for a week. But after talking n making fun of my brother felt me good. Dw we just talk n laugh on how he was scared last night when he had to switch off the main switch. Tho I'm committed to my job so I can't back off at least not for few months. So I need to hang in there. But eventually I'll quit. And try new stuffs. Since no one is completely dependent on me or my income. I have time to try out new things instead of sticking with one job and get bored of it. Once again thanks for words u have shared here. š