@felicia2 a lot of things matters to give a strong advice here , it's not simple because we don't know you at all and we don't know what you are going through and what you have gone through. Maybe you can give a brief sketch of your life with no personal information mentioned but like try to give an idea about your life through examples.

@DennisJM Thanks Dennis. Yes, any other cup would do. LOL!

i- uhm- ok?

Well imO SLO maybe send her flowers to congratulate her on the new daughter& maybe something cute for baby girl..go to baby's Rus etc ..be sincere she will see your hearts intentions I'll be one step at a time but you'll be on your way or least trying..I have 1 sibling in LA it's my sis we where always ok talking even when I hated her bfs lol and I beat down a few lol.. Good luck dude Zoltan

@mikeJB I’m so sorry to hear what ur going through. I’m not a therapist but can u ask ur old one for a recommendation for a new one? Also is that ur daughter? She’s adorable and absolutely u need to take care of u first in order to be able to take care of her.

@MakaveliMP I agree. You do what you feel is best for you

Thanks everyone

@dumplin_07 hiii can i share something with you?

I personally don't believe in therapy, I've been going to a psychologists, psychiatrists and psychoanalysts (7 in total throughout my life) and my problems have just gotten worse its just a waste of money

@onyx_the_kitten sure thanks for that!