so I went through all that trouble for my boyfriend for our 7 month anniversary, and I find out hes cheating on me. im so fucking done with people rn. I try to be kind and trusting and he goes and does something like that. anyway life update, Im fucking single now and mad as hell.

I started dating again, and I met a super sweet guy , hoping it'll turn out ok. wish me luck.
(you don't actually have to wish me luck lol)
hes super sweet and ive noticed the difference in how he treats me rather than my ex did.
plus we have way more in common than I did with my ex, so its actually going really great. <3

ok so I was at work right? (I work at a vet clinic). I was assisting in surgery, and I had already completed one other that day. well once we got to the suturing I got light headed and my vision started going to black. I couldn't see at all, and i'm kinda used to this happening cause I do get light headed and lose balance and vision sometimes, just blood pressure issues. so i'm standing there, cant see shit, and I start going numb, cant feel my legs , my arms, my face, nothing. I start kind slapping myself so I wouldn't fall asleep, or fall backwards, it didn't work lmao. I felt like I was floating in space, with no vision or feeling, I wake up on the floor being cradled by my boss (like the super important one who legit owns the clinic) shes asking if im ok, if I can hear, and im like "yeah" and so she calls an ambulance and gets me hooked up to some monitors. my blood pressure was so low it said error and we had to retry multiple times to get it to work. so by that time the ambulance was in the building, they came in the office door, and I was fine at that point , drinking water, sitting up, embarrassed as fuck, and they look down and one of the dudes says" shes super plae she needs to get immediate attention" and I had to explain to them that im super pale because im goth, its on purpose. so they just start laughing at the dude, and I felt so bad, it was so funny. so they put me in a wheel chair, im being driven out to the ambulance and this lady pulls up behind us and I shit you not starts trying to park in the handi cap spot that the ambulance is infront of, honking, and claiming its "her spot" and flashing her handi cap card. my boss was out there with me and she was so chill about it she just dead ass stared the woman down and calmly explained the situation. and when the woman tried yelling at her she hopped in the ambulance with me and before she slammed the back door , yelled to the woman " the handi cap card explains a lot ." I didn't even know what was happening it was so surreal lmao. so it turns out I locked my knees which can cause you to faint, I didn't even know that was a thing., but apparently when you stand too long you can lock your knees and all the blood pools at your feet, so I was standing too long and knocked tf out.

mine personally are ghost, slipknot, and motionless in white. <3

he's a 60 lb 9 year old sulcate tortoise, and his name is Nazgul. I adopted him yesterday from the humane society. his previous owners had to give him up because he grew too large for their apartment. guys, please, if you get a sulcate please do your research, this applies to all pets. sulcatas can grow heavier than 200 lbs, and they need lots of land to roam. I have plenty of land for him to roam around, and he is now in his forever home. but please guys, don't get sulcatas expecting them to stay the size you got them as. I hope this came as a good lesson to any who are considering getting one or just any pet in general. <3 <3 <3 oh and P.S. he wiggles his butt when he gets shell rubs :3

@cuteguy1234 some people in this world don't go by looks. take some notes.

@Lurker thank you, I think I do need some good friends rn, my friends irl are helping me get through this too. <3

@cjko my mental illnesses, my trust issues, and my lack of empathy and understanding. I am trying to care more and im working on empathy/sympathy.

@ninja-boy living with a toxic relationship with my mother isn't going to be an option in my future. im not saying this is everyones experience but me personally the pro's of living alone just outweigh the cons of living with family.

also the most important con about living with family...… sexy time is going to be verrrryyy awkward if you have an S.O. so that's something to think about.

my boyfriend and I are coming up on 7 months now, but idk what to get him. we usually do little stuff like candy or a little flower but 7 months is kinda a big deal. any gift advice?

@Matt_Aranha thank you <3

I started dating again, and I met a super sweet guy , hoping it'll turn out ok. wish me luck.
(you don't actually have to wish me luck lol)
hes super sweet and ive noticed the difference in how he treats me rather than my ex did.
plus we have way more in common than I did with my ex, so its actually going really great. <3

ok so I was at work right? (I work at a vet clinic). I was assisting in surgery, and I had already completed one other that day. well once we got to the suturing I got light headed and my vision started going to black. I couldn't see at all, and i'm kinda used to this happening cause I do get light headed and lose balance and vision sometimes, just blood pressure issues. so i'm standing there, cant see shit, and I start going numb, cant feel my legs , my arms, my face, nothing. I start kind slapping myself so I wouldn't fall asleep, or fall backwards, it didn't work lmao. I felt like I was floating in space, with no vision or feeling, I wake up on the floor being cradled by my boss (like the super important one who legit owns the clinic) shes asking if im ok, if I can hear, and im like "yeah" and so she calls an ambulance and gets me hooked up to some monitors. my blood pressure was so low it said error and we had to retry multiple times to get it to work. so by that time the ambulance was in the building, they came in the office door, and I was fine at that point , drinking water, sitting up, embarrassed as fuck, and they look down and one of the dudes says" shes super plae she needs to get immediate attention" and I had to explain to them that im super pale because im goth, its on purpose. so they just start laughing at the dude, and I felt so bad, it was so funny. so they put me in a wheel chair, im being driven out to the ambulance and this lady pulls up behind us and I shit you not starts trying to park in the handi cap spot that the ambulance is infront of, honking, and claiming its "her spot" and flashing her handi cap card. my boss was out there with me and she was so chill about it she just dead ass stared the woman down and calmly explained the situation. and when the woman tried yelling at her she hopped in the ambulance with me and before she slammed the back door , yelled to the woman " the handi cap card explains a lot ." I didn't even know what was happening it was so surreal lmao. so it turns out I locked my knees which can cause you to faint, I didn't even know that was a thing., but apparently when you stand too long you can lock your knees and all the blood pools at your feet, so I was standing too long and knocked tf out.

@dbzsgt13 nope

@Kayleigh-Lloyd dang it I thought it said im a white guy and I date a white guy, I was this close to saying "hell yeah" but I noticed my mistake early lmao.

@SamDman lmao, im quoting a vine do not take this seriously , but …….. "country boy, I love youuuuuu, leehhhhlll. "

@ash33 fuck my life, its an acronym.

@NicerThanAnthrax lmao, I had to read his sentence a couple of times just to see if I was reading it right

@Lurker thank you, I think I do need some good friends rn, my friends irl are helping me get through this too. <3

so I went through all that trouble for my boyfriend for our 7 month anniversary, and I find out hes cheating on me. im so fucking done with people rn. I try to be kind and trusting and he goes and does something like that. anyway life update, Im fucking single now and mad as hell.