IMMA THERAPIST(not a professional tho)...

[Daysia]

For some reason I am great at helping people with relationships and helping people in their worst times. I want to help everyone I can. Life is hard, and some people can't go through it alone. If you need to talk, please pm me.

[kimmyflower]

Your the-rapist??? well they say the first step to recovery is to admit it! "Congrats"

[Kendrick Aaron]

@onyx_the_kitten sure thanks for that!

[Daysia]

@kimmyflower funny but no

[onyx_the_kitten]

@Daysia hey, this might be a bit heavy. I have major trust issues, and I feel like I cant trust my mom anymore. when I was 8 my oldest married a man. very long story short, it got out that he was raping my older sister, molesting my little sister, and he was stripping naked and beating me where the bruises wouldn't show ,practically every week. I didn't tell anyone for a very long time cause I felt that my sisters got it worse than me and felt guilty about feeling sad. I bottled up all of my emotions and it led to self harm. I am getting better with the self harm, I haven't done it in about two months now, but I have been diagnosed with ptsd and they are putting me on new meds. the main problem is I feel like I cant trust my mother because she knew he was doing it to us, she was in a sexual relationship with him and when CPS was called she convinced us not to press charges, and he got away with it. I need advice on trust. I just don't know how anymore.

[Kendrick Aaron]

@Daysia well my dog was suffering from such pain,he was so sick that we cant move,then my family went to doctor for checkup and suddenly he died! I really wanna do suicide honestly just kill me.He was my best friends since my birth and he was also a one loyal family member🙁

[onyx_the_kitten]

@Kendrick-Aaron killing yourself really isn't the answer, trust me. I know this may be a hard time for you and you are hurting, but the best thing to do in this situation is mourn him, memorialize him and remember the good times you had with him. there are a lot of ups and downs in life, but the best way to get through the down is to distract yourself with positive things until the up comes along. I really am sorry for your loss, and I hope this sad time for you will pass. <3

[Kendrick Aaron]

@onyx_the_kitten thanks!

[onyx_the_kitten]

@Kendrick-Aaron you're welcome, if you ever need anything hmu ok?