i'm a toxic friend and a toxic person in general, or at least i was in the past. i'm still trying to be better but of course my past comes back to haunt me and i lose my friends again. i'm not old enough to talk to an online therapist since it costs money, and i can't go to one in person so i'm asking for any help or advice here. i don't know what to do..

i'm a toxic friend and a toxic person in general, or at least i was in the past. i'm still trying to be better but of course my past comes back to haunt me and i lose my friends again. i'm not old enough to talk to an online therapist since it costs money, and i can't go to one in person so i'm asking for any help or advice here. i don't know what to do..