thoughts I Have in my notebook. part 1 (PLEASE READ THIS) *warning* its cringe

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@Ragnar @US-poet @Evan-Elderson @KorgLife17 @WtfJudith read this please and thank you.
when you see this ( blank blank ) it means I add a note. or [this] it means cant reveal it due to personal info.
DATE 1/21/18
5:42 PM - Whenever I listen the Dunkirk OST- Variation 15 by Benjamin Wallfisch and Hans Zimmer.
it amuses me that I should give my most epic motivating speech before I die.
it is ironic to me because Christopher Nolan movies have such ambitious tone to his endings. Loud
Orchestra instruments, heavy voice over lectures, characters standing in medium shot or full shot,
teasing potential sequels. ( go watch example of interstellar ending, the dark knight ending and
Dunkirk ending)

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What is worried you?
him, my son............my newest son, cain
he's too close to my heart
that is worries me

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life is like peeling off layers of onion
each layers of onion you peeled off, it reveals new things about you
new lessons you have learned and new chapter of your life.
(My co-worker at pizza hut who is 69 years old told me about that after we talk about
what's moving forward after you graduated high school and I think he gave me advice)

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DATE 2/6/18
UNKNOWN TIME
Me inside of my own head they don't talk to me
they talk to me when I'm outside of my head.
( I was fucking bored and start writing nonsense. by the way I listen
pink Floyd brain damage while I'm writing this part)

[MY REAL FULL NAME] I must admit to myself, that is weirdest name I've
been giving for. I saw the names, can't help it to change it. I don't know what else
would fit perfectly.

it sounds like boys name. not a man's name. I want a name of first and last meaning
wise, change/revelation, lonely, reasonable, and difficult to be with someone.
I am getting off topic.

oh boy, every man needs a liquor bottle for buying their some time.
saying their deepest wounded words.
of course, every mans need a best friend. a fucking dog.
If I'm lone wanderer, at least I can who talk to.

express your feelings
writing down your word of thoughts
on the paper is harder than drinking a beer can for first time.
( oh shit that is some fucking bad writing. I can imagine Orson Welles reading this
and that is scary to me. I could hear Orson Welles laughing at me now.)

that's it for now and again thank you for reading my thoughts.

[US poet]

@im-bored I take it this is your journal? It's interesting seeing inside of your head. Some of the writing has no flow too it, and is a bit hard to get my head around it, like:
"Whenever I listen the Dunkirk...it amuses me...it is ironic to me" this entire paragraph seemed like 5 different thoughts that you put together into one sentence, that I had to re-read several times to understand what you were saying.

Other parts where an interesting insight into you, and I disagree that everyone needs a dog, or alcohol, if that's what you need from time to time, more power to you. I too need booze just to kind of relax and not think about the world for a bit, just every once in a while when I want to really relax. I'm a bit over dogs, after having so many of them.

[WtfJudith]

I don't see anything cringe about that it's cute Bored 😄
I've got a journal/notebook I keep for my thoughts but haven't written anything in it in ages.. but now that you've reminded me I might write an entry today

[KorgLife17]

@us-poet said in thoughts I Have in my notebook. part 1 (PLEASE READ THIS) *warning* its cringe:

@im-bored I take it this is your journal? It's interesting seeing inside of your head. Some of the writing has no flow too it, and is a bit hard to get my head around it, like:
"Whenever I listen the Dunkirk...it amuses me...it is ironic to me" this entire paragraph seemed like 5 different thoughts that you put together into one sentence, that I had to re-read several times to understand what you were saying.

Other parts where an interesting insight into you, and I disagree that everyone needs a dog, or alcohol, if that's what you need from time to time, more power to you. I too need booze just to kind of relax and not think about the world for a bit, just every once in a while when I want to really relax. I'm a bit over dogs, after having so many of them.

Exactly. I was quite intrigued by this. It's really cool to see how Hans Zimmer's amazing music plays a role in this, as well.

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[ODIN]

@im-bored that was nice one buddy

[KorgLife17]

@evan-elderson

I thought he was speaking some kinda Tolkien language, lol

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@wtfjudith
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wow what kind of language is that? LOLOLOL

BTW JUDY DID YOU SEE HIS COMMENTS SAYING GASSES THE JEWS?

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[WtfJudith]

@childish-sadbino said in thoughts I Have in my notebook. part 1 (PLEASE READ THIS) *warning* its cringe:

@wtfjudith

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Ouch you got me, ok I’m leaving TWS forever people, this guy finally figured out my weakness there’s nothing I can do

[WEED]

come on people stop the drama

[WtfJudith]

@im-bored said in thoughts I Have in my notebook. part 1 (PLEASE READ THIS) *warning* its cringe:

come on people stop the drama

The drama stopped and probably won’t ever come back to life again
That guy was just a troller passing by, trash that crawled out of the gutter to curse the sun before going back to its rightful place XD

Lol nah seriously tho, you should read that dudes replies, he’s trying so hard to be funny and edgy that it’s just hilarious to me now

[WtfJudith]

@im-bored yep amongst many many more idiocies XD

[Childish Sadbino]

@wtfjudith

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