@James-C-137 James you might not feel you are enough but you are the best. I really feel bad that you got beat up but trust me if I was there I would
have helped you I swear I would let them beat up me before they would even touch you. Like for real those dumb ass people that did that to you will get karma bad as we all know karma is a bitch!!!
sure no one will agree. one thing i have NEVER understood. why pain and sex should ever go together? porn w/ choking? beating? rape etc. never will understand how a beautiful act turned into getting off on torture. fked up world i live in
@brokendown36 Perhaps the reason is that he feels the same way about you? Look logically at the behaviour. On some days the two of you appear to talk non-stop. That indicates a closeness, chemistry, bond, that you care greatly about each other. You say that he ignores you some days and yet also that you have tried to avoid him as much as possible - could it be that you are both acting this way for identical reasons? When he ignores you might it not be for the exact same reason you avoid him? Seems reasonable...
It can be a very scary prospect, telling somebody just how much you care about them, but the current situation doesn't sound healthy and if one of you doesn't say something soon then you'll end up losing each other for sure. It might happen anyway but not speaking up is going to almost guarantee it.
There's a point in a relationship, after a fuckup that we should ask ourselves if we can forgive that said fuckup. It might take a while till you do it, but you gotta make sure u are ready to forgive it and try to let go. If you do, you'll end up having that spite and negative feeling ruin the relationship. A relationship is a rowing boat for 2, if only one is rowing it won't go anywhere! 😄