yeah bee. I have. At first I was sad, blamed myself. then it changes to, why, then anger. But in the end, they still gone, and you are left as a broken toy, that no longer work right. yeah, still feeling it. It sucks.
sure no one will agree. one thing i have NEVER understood. why pain and sex should ever go together? porn w/ choking? beating? rape etc. never will understand how a beautiful act turned into getting off on torture. fked up world i live in