It has been so very long.
Since you have been gone.
Do I ever cross your mind?
When your looking up at the sky.
Like a sunken ship at the bottom of the sea.
My memorey is berried to far to be.
When I last checked it was clear to see.
That in your heart there was no longer a memory called me.
Do not get me wrong.
I understand the reason of your why.
My heart knows the truth.
There will never be a goodbye.
I realized way to late.
The reason for this fate.
The us we where was only I.
I had hurt you and pushed you aside.
I was living my life through blinded eyes.
I lived from one hurt to the next lie.
I never even stoped to see why.
You where no longer by my side.
Fueled by hurt I always denied.
I left you in the distance now out of sight.
But my tank it finnaly runs dry.
And what I did to you I carry inside.
A true reminder of just why.
You never owed me.