@pe7erpark3r Ah yeah well it's not a story so why use paragraphs? And don't believe in God but thankss
Trying to get through my depressing life
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@James17 hi... I am sorry you are having such a rough time... I read your profile and you sound like a really kind and compassionate person. Though it is a really hard place to be right now, the world needs you.
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@curious2bhere are really you sure tho
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@James17 Hi again, I have struggled for a long time with suicidality (seriously) so I hear you and know the pain and difficulty can seem insurmountable... please hold on, you are worth it. you may already have it, but if not, the 24/7 national suicide hotline (800) 273-8255. I am concerned that people on here may not be able to offer all of the support you need/deserve dealing with the kinds of losses you are dealing with. I say this as a fellow human being who suffers and who also lost my best friend to suicide.
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@curious2bhere thanks so much man i really appreciate it
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absolutely, I truly mean what I said. I've never been on this site before... not even sure if i'm doing it "right", lol. But I saw your post and really hope you just try to have some compassion for yourself (easier said than done) and see what help there is because you deserve it.
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@curious2bhere i truly am grateful man thank u soo much ☺
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we all need each other. most of the time, I'm scared shitless... of people, of way too much to list. I've been in paralysis for years... I don't pretend to have answers. What state are you in, if I could ask?
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@curious2bhere Australia should read my bio man
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I missed that part... where in Australia?
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I am going to try and sleep. You've probably seen the "hot ones" challenge on youtube with different celebrities... that got me through a tough night last night, I just needed a really good laugh (and distraction). Maybe check out Terry Crews, Gordon Ramsey, Shia Lebouf, or Paul Rudd among others on the "hot ones" challenge, just an idea:)
Just wanted to correct the info from earlier. the link below has a few 24 hour hotlines for Australia.
http://www.suicide.org/hotlines/international/australia-suicide-hotlines.html
24 Hour service
Hotline: 08 93 81 5555
Hotline: Youthline: 08 93 88 2500
Hotline: Freecall Countryline: 1800 198 313
Hotline: TTY: 08 93 82 8822
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@curious2bhere cheers man u should check out penquinz0 hes really funny and also jaboody dubs
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will do, thanks! take care
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@curious2bhere u too and thank u for ur help again and also can u upvote some of my posts i have a shitty reputation cause im suicidal
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@James17 can u also follow me as well if thats too much to ask sorry
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oh my gosh, please hold on to hope, even if just for today:) I am grateful we could chat. Sucks that struggling in the chat room gets you a poor "score"... I understand it is hard for people to know how to deal with, there should be safety measures in place to actually -help- people if there is potentially life threatening dialogue going on, ya know? What do I know? We are all doing the best we can at any given moment... at least I try to believe that. btw, you 100% are somebody... right now exactly as you are. p.s. i'm not a dude, hope that's ok, lol
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@James17 Any person who is stable in good and bad condition of life are called divine soul. Turn to God in prayer. Let God's hands work. Everything wil be alright. It just takes time, so be patience..
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@kaia_ thank you i appreciate your kind words
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DO you have something to look forward to during your day? Mine is to make others feel a bit better. :)
I was homeless at 19 for 3 months in 4 countries and suicidal too. I'm on antidepressants but I hope you get better. I'm sure your life is tough but you must be a tough guy and you got lots of potential to help others too. Look to others for help, open up, a therapist helps a heck of a lot. :)
Hope this helps :)
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@Philosopher-19 Thank you for your kind words my friend it means alot it truly does.
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@James17 i want to apologize. plz forgive me. ik what i did was wrong. now i feel terrible. i want to make up for what i did. plz give me the chance.