I'm sorry to hear what you went through. No girl should ever have to go through that. I hope you feel better soon. It sounds like you have an amazing boyfriend. Make sure to cherish him. I hope you both grow old together. ❤️ Maybe you should speak to people who went through the same trauma as you. I'm sure they will be able to help you. If you ever need to talk, don't forget that you have amazing parents and boyfriend. You don't have to keep it all inside and I hope you have shoulders to cry on if you would ever need it.