@Conrizzy-Hood ehe-
Should I stop? Is this bad?
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@Lazz Having your own family member do horrible things to you is something that won't go away and honestly Idc if I die
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@KahinaBibiJ At the very least then you can not add more depressants into your body. That will only lead you on that certain Downward Spiral.
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@Lazz maybe
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@KahinaBibiJ I understand. The things that happened to you can't be erased or unmade, or wished away. But if the past isn't allowed to remain in the past then there can be only a present spent keeping the past alive, and no moving forward, so plans for a future are hindered as well. I hear you
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I know its just I'm very sad and I try to be happy but I always cry
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@KahinaBibiJ You are more than welcome to come talk to me anytime. Or even leave msgs. I'm good about responding
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@Lazz No its ok I like to be alone
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@KahinaBibiJ I understand. You have an open invitation. Keep that in mind. ;)
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@Lazz I am so mean to people on here I push them away when they want to talk so I don't really want to talk at all anymore
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@KahinaBibiJ said in Should I stop? Is this bad?:
I know its just I'm very sad and I try to be happy but I always cry
You need a break from everything and connect with yourself. I mean literally everything, internet, people, phones, the city. Just trash everything somewhere in your house and go out of the city. To a village, temple, monastery, yoga practice, church you or something.
Trust me kahina you need a new routine and maybe a psychologist or someone to talk with as @Lazz offered to heal with your past and everything bad that's happened to you and keeping you from moving forward. Everyone one at least about 75% of users here has things they're dealing with. And I think that's why they come here to escape from their realities just for a while.
If you don't talk about what you're going through with someone and make some efforts with the help they give you (especially when it's something related to mental health) you'll not be able to heal. Hopefully you read all this and pick something from it.
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@KahinaBibiJ I hear you. And will be sending only good thoughts your way. Not only for today
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@Lazz Ohh ok
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@Kaneki-kun Yes I read it
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@KahinaBibiJ said in Should I stop? Is this bad?:
@Kaneki-kun Yes I read it
If you got something from it good
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@KahinaBibiJ oh fuck kahina, things can seem that way sometimes but they always get better, you just gotta hang in there till they do, it's tough i know but what else? There is nothing else but soldiering on til things improve and they certainly will. Sometimes we have to hit the bottom to find our feet and bounce back up.
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@Scottish oh ok
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@KahinaBibiJ if u drink it every night then its bad
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@KahinaBibiJ you'll stop when you're ready, you'll know when the time is right. I would suggest getting into some reading as a form of escapism. It's very absorbing and pretty much impossible to do drunk, it would be a good substitute. And don't stop.talking. bottling things up is where the danger lies. You did right posting this, we're all fucked up, we.feel. you kahina, theres any number of us who will hear you and support you
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@KahinaBibiJ oh honey, me too and i expect most of the people commenting on here. If you need to talk about it im a good listener, i know about this stuff, how fucked my childhood was shaped me and it resonates to this day
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@KahinaBibiJ It isn't at all good for you and can (and likely will) lead to all kinds problems further down the line. But at the same time, it is better than imploding. You've gotta do what you've gotta do. Just take care of and love yourself first. John Lennon got this one right.