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Should I stop? Is this bad?
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@KahinaBibiJ For reasons I won't get into here I relate very well to what you're saying. Have to believe there's a light at the end of the tunnel or hope is lost. Everyone has their days. But life is in constant flux. It's fluid, and changeable. No way to tell how many tomorrows will be better, but at least a fair amount of them have to be.
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Thanks anyways... my life has always been sad if you could know what my child hood was like
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@KahinaBibiJ A friend of mine had this saying: If you're not living, you're dying. I think of that often, and at times when I feel the way you do I pick myself up and attempt to get out there and do some LIVING, to help prevent feeling like I'm dying. The attempts themselves being made are what are important.
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@kaviya thats a good way of releasing ur stress
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@Lazz Having your own family member do horrible things to you is something that won't go away and honestly Idc if I die
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@KahinaBibiJ At the very least then you can not add more depressants into your body. That will only lead you on that certain Downward Spiral.
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@Lazz maybe
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@KahinaBibiJ I understand. The things that happened to you can't be erased or unmade, or wished away. But if the past isn't allowed to remain in the past then there can be only a present spent keeping the past alive, and no moving forward, so plans for a future are hindered as well. I hear you
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I know its just I'm very sad and I try to be happy but I always cry
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@KahinaBibiJ You are more than welcome to come talk to me anytime. Or even leave msgs. I'm good about responding
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@Lazz No its ok I like to be alone
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@KahinaBibiJ I understand. You have an open invitation. Keep that in mind. ;)
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@Lazz I am so mean to people on here I push them away when they want to talk so I don't really want to talk at all anymore
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@KahinaBibiJ said in Should I stop? Is this bad?:
I know its just I'm very sad and I try to be happy but I always cry
You need a break from everything and connect with yourself. I mean literally everything, internet, people, phones, the city. Just trash everything somewhere in your house and go out of the city. To a village, temple, monastery, yoga practice, church you or something.
Trust me kahina you need a new routine and maybe a psychologist or someone to talk with as @Lazz offered to heal with your past and everything bad that's happened to you and keeping you from moving forward. Everyone one at least about 75% of users here has things they're dealing with. And I think that's why they come here to escape from their realities just for a while.
If you don't talk about what you're going through with someone and make some efforts with the help they give you (especially when it's something related to mental health) you'll not be able to heal. Hopefully you read all this and pick something from it.
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@KahinaBibiJ I hear you. And will be sending only good thoughts your way. Not only for today
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@Lazz Ohh ok
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@Kaneki-kun Yes I read it
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@KahinaBibiJ said in Should I stop? Is this bad?:
@Kaneki-kun Yes I read it
If you got something from it good
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@KahinaBibiJ oh fuck kahina, things can seem that way sometimes but they always get better, you just gotta hang in there till they do, it's tough i know but what else? There is nothing else but soldiering on til things improve and they certainly will. Sometimes we have to hit the bottom to find our feet and bounce back up.
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@Scottish oh ok