Posts made by Tim Hamrick

@Wicked_
Bravo

@Wicked_
You are the coolest person ever.Your writing
Is so sublime with that darkness love it beyond words. I will say it. Your the stuff stuff is made of. If you sat in a chair? That chair wood be the stuff. Cause you the stuff stuff is made of sits in it.

"). The bomb

@Dark-Sunshine
I think rare is not strong enuff to explain. The complete lack of conversation. But one must engage in a topic listen and give feed back.

From what I can see that has happen in my area. No vaping doesn't help you quit.
Nicotine is the big factor and lot have overdosed on vaps. If a person really wants to stop.They will ;vap in no way or study done helped in any dramatic way.
EVALI a identified lung disease linked to vaping
So one must ask if your promoting the idea? That it must be for a reason.
It's really simple my dad smoked 3 packs a day for 25yrs and quite one day. He had no cravings or ever smoked again. No one is better then someone else. I was able to do the same. Saying vaping helps you quite.
It's like using a walking kane. Then a new almost not there walking kane comes out.
It's still a kane and want help any one walk better or even walk without one.

Why or how can wienning off ever work.
Seems lazy to me it's simple anyone can no matter who they are.Quite and go forward

It's simple one quites or doesn't.
There's no in-between. Life's a zero some game.

@Aimee26
Those are good words and the way you use them poetic. I do not know if this will help?
But here's a story from my experience.And I hope it shows you how life is just life.I dated an incredible woman named Audrey. We where so in love. At one point we broke up.We each had issues mine bigger. But one day as we talked knowing it wouldn't work. We spent a final day together. At the Chinese restaurant her fortune
cookie said. Stop looking for love it's right in front of you. This brought tears to her eyes.
That ride to take her home was the longest of my life. We had said earlier two broken people can't work. Then on the radio broken together played. We both where in tears.At here home we huged she said I'll never forget you. I said I'll always love you. And I drove away I looked in my mirror. My heart sank a little. But to my surprise. I said thats my best friend. All the sighns were there for a fairy tale true love story.
But it didn't happen. Indeed one can say move on but heal first. I'm ok and last I checked she's married and has a big loving family. I can not stay inconntact as our bond was too strong.
And her new husband doesn't like me. Which I understand. I'm happy for her. But I miss my best friend.

Is the idea of one world one people?
Is it not possible?

There you where just beneath the willow tree.
Apon first glance your beauty screamed out to me.You where all that I had dreamed of.
I remember you said very little.But It was of the splender of your darkness I loved.

As we sat under our willow.It was apparent
I craved you like drought stricken land.I desired my dream that had become incarnate.
We stood up I asked you to dance.With your long black belle dress and a single black rose.
I new you where no good for me.That you needed flesh and blood.

You took my hand rested the other on my shoulder.We where as if the same person.
It was to good and never true.Yes it matterd not to me your true intentions.I was in love with your eyes. I found it hard to not want you.
And I wanted you like no other before.

As you came closer I was against the willow trees bark.I could see you a creature that desired flesh and blood.I was a Reaper of souls and yours smelt of a beautifull sour.
You came closer pressing me againest tne willow. Yes I could understand why men saught you when you where alive.

You leaned in and softly spoke of desire.
You then rested your arms around my neck.
In countless life times before no soul could stop me. Or beauty destract me from reaping.
But yours was of heaven for a reaper loves those most of all.That sweetness of light, now
soured and ghost.

As you begain to kiss me.In my dark heart you did see the poor souls that came before the'.
You went to quickly pull away.Your black rose tearing my dead flesh away. You looked apon
me with fear and distain. You yelled out, I Thought this was my place.

My dear this has always been my place.
Given to me for my works disgrace.
What do you want of me, Am I a prisner of
this place.(she asked).You are no prisoner
I would not keep you here in that way.

If you wish to leave I will not keep you
in this place. She asked, what is this place
why did you bring me here.I am a reaper of
souls and apon your death I fail in love with your grace. You where killed by your lover,
and also your child unborn.

I was to take you to the gates of Hades.
And deliver you to the dark lord.Instead
I brought you here this place time does
not know. What of my family?, wait how
long has it been?( she asked) It has been
two hundred years.

What if I leave this place?( she asked)
Then your soul shall no longer be.
Why did you do this tell me the truth.(she asked)

I could not bring myself to deliver you
to Hades.You souls beaty I do so adore.
There in Hades your fate was to live out
your death by your lovers hand for eternity.
I thought here at least you have a choice.
To be nothing and not suffer.Or be my
company in this dark infinity.

She started walking toward the edge.
Then she stoped and turned to look
back at me.You love me do you not
reaper of souls.(she asked) With all that
is left of my heart and humainty.

She came to me and took my hands.
Then my sweet reaper what do you want
to do.(she asked)I said id like to dance my sweet darkness. For eternity with only you.

The End....

It has been so very long.
Since you have been gone.

Do I ever cross your mind?
When your looking up at the sky.

Like a sunken ship at the bottom of the sea.
My memorey is berried to far to be.

When I last checked it was clear to see.
That in your heart there was no longer a memory called me.

Do not get me wrong.
I understand the reason of your why.

My heart knows the truth.
There will never be a goodbye.

I realized way to late.
The reason for this fate.

The us we where was only I.
I had hurt you and pushed you aside.

I was living my life through blinded eyes.
I lived from one hurt to the next lie.

I never even stoped to see why.
You where no longer by my side.

Fueled by hurt I always denied.
I left you in the distance now out of sight.

But my tank it finnaly runs dry.
And what I did to you I carry inside.

A true reminder of just why.
You never owed me.
Your Goodbye

I had posted this on account I had before but love this one enuff to repost.

@Gorlwithanime
Like the setting a lot.
And the look your giving plays out it's on theme.
Like still waters her eyes splash against the background. Closed they may seem but open to the world around her.

Cradle me O' cradle me the grave.
I love your claws, digging deeper in me.

Your eyes the devils delight.
You rip my flesh as we coincide.

Blood soaking rain falls on me.
As our evil starts to devour the sea.

A hurricane filled with all of our pain.
That beauty of yours like a sharp needle plunged deep in my veins.

That red love of ours thick, wicked and obscure.
We droped to our knees begging for more.

The needle junkies hum thier songs
of pain.Our love sending them to an early grave.

Dont worry baby, you tell me the same.
The lie I told you, is the lie you told me we're both to blame!

As we choke the life from each other.
One more evil, but not less then the other.

As with anything, as with all.
We must draw and end to our evil ball.

So we look around at this new death
we have found.Only ones left living are gaged and bound.

No it is not like us to leave witness's around.We just wanted others to suffer in, the beauty of the sweet sin that was abound.

As we dance with our demons rooted deep in the ground. Its apparent to all what, we have found.

A love so true and profound.
As we will live on forever, Sick, Twisted and Bound.

I've read this and it is beautiful.
I like the feel maybe cause it relates
a bit more than it should. Bravo keep them coming lovely write.

Nice write!!

@Tim-Hamrick

So yes it's our world our lives.
Why can't we see it all could be so much better .
All we would have to do is decide and it will happen.

We can't travel back in fantasy.
Time does not exist out side the human construct. We made it up. What we call time helps us measure our experience. But nothing more.

People get sidestepped into believing time exists as a physical entity because we've invented clocks.

In 2002 scientists carried out an amazing experiment, which showed that pairs of particles knew in advance what its twin would do in the future. Somehow, the particles knew what the researcher would do before it happened, as if there were no space or time between them. More recently (Science 2007), scientists shot particles into an apparatus, and showed they could retroactively change something that had already happened. The particles had to decide what to do when they passed a fork in the apparatus. Later on, the experimenter could flip a switch. It turns out what the observer decided at that point, determined what the particle did at the fork in the past. The knowledge in the observer's mind is the only thing that determines how they behave.

@mikeJB
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This one is adult kinda. I won a contest with it. We where given random videos to choose from
My video was by My Immortal.

I feel so empty and deprived.
With out a taste of you i am not alive.

Come on give me more of the same.
I only know your lips, not your name.

Your venomous posion running through my veins.
The kinda of pleasure I take to my grave.

I am alive as you dig into me.
Tearing my flesh as you please

With my tounge I taste your grace.
As you keep me in one place.

I want deney as your hips burn my eyes.
I am addicted to the pleasure, love and lies.

I want more, more and more.
When your on your knees.
That is what I beg you for.

You take whats mine as you spit in my eyes.
Then you beg me to take you from behind.

I pull your hair and you smack my taste.
You roll over and get in my face.

You look in my eyes as I confide.
I love calling you my **** deep inside.

As u put my hands around your neck.
We both know this is the best.

As we get ready to collide.
Our love so deep inside.

We are addicted to Pleasure, Love and Lies

So beautyfull are your eyes.
They surely are my demise.

Your beauty to never behold.
Our story lives forever untold.

We only know our way.
The others think we are insane.

How can two broken hearts?
Dance like this living in such pain.

How do they dip and sway?
With the abyss not far away.

As the bones of others crumble away.
Beneathe our feet, they break and fade.

Our sweet music continues to play.
Our song is the dead souls parade.

All those sad souls, sound like chimes.
As our dance goes on through the ruins
of time.