Posts made by Tim Hamrick

I think both of you are so great not just good writters. But you both have such
Pure hearts they shine. Thank you

And no you did not hurt me. But thank you for your compassion. I read what you said it is an ocean. And I'm so tired of running that it all hits me. And I drown. My tears are not for me but for the ones who tryied to love me and I nearly drown them with me. In my bad way. Maybe I want just read your words but I will listen. My will has always been strong but I am so tired and my head aches last forever. I don't look for pitty. I just hope I find peace one day.

Thank you your words give hope. I get so full of hurt and anger. I can not do what I once did. I hope you know there was a time when I would give money my last dollar to help someone. I litterly have my cousin a 2400 sq foot house. They repaired it for 14,000 it's worth 175'000 now. My daughter's bed room was so big she could ride her bike in there. I could not stay I would pull up. My daughter I could always hear her little feet across the hardwood. As she ran to greet me. Daddys home!!!
My friend asked me one day way do you wait outside your house. I said cause I'm waiting to hear her little feet across the floor.

I know others have suffered much in this life as well I'm no better then anyone. And thanks for letting me tell you what I keep inside.

@Dark-Sunshine

I do apologise as though my pride would never.
But my grandmother rasied me in a matrarchal family. Which did not mean being less then a man. But respect those who bring life into this world. True you did not like what I said and I respect that. But it's a debate posting site of open free expression. There is litterly no one who's opinion you did not ask....I imagine if in public that last thing I said. You would have punched me tied me to a bus and dragged me through hot molten lava did not mean to desrespect you at all. But it's clear I offended you. I do apologise. From this I say Not another word will I speak on a post of yours without asking. A bid you ado your humbled offender looking for mercy and hoping for your forgiveness

I think y'all funny as hell. I mean I leaped in head first. And got riped apart. Like being jumped into a gang. That is a metaphor ok home skillets implies nada. But and I know y'all going to bomb me on this. But no pun ok look. A topic on this site is chosen then picked and posted. As general open debate. Because if you did not want someone's opinion. Are better yet the going phrase I didn't ask you your opinion. But you did when you made the ansumption that what you post deserves a little ego boost. That your words flowed with such purpose the entire world must see. But y'all solid in my book. And regardless weather you like or hate me. I am me you are you. Let's not waste time hatting when folks of intelligence such as us debate.

Well as I have apologised. I see you conduct yourself in the same manner.
I never mention a name or culture or well defined who. O' wait whom. But I see it as freedom of expression. Just as you had the right as they did to point out an obvious mistake. Which in no way did that happen as Irony.The information given was then also received. Look y'all all are pretty cool.

Again look closely at my words. I have mention no names. You litterly are fighting on both sides. I can look at your post and see the same. Your past post they have history with jumps to insult others. In sociology of course I went afray. Wild and crazy I wanted to see how many people identify them selves. To be precived by others as a select group of names. My control carried out by a friend. Well turned out to be the birth of this experiment. He yelled from behind some shrubs hey you peace of shit. I litterly passed by with out so much as batting my eye. I did not identify as a peace of shit so who ever said that. Wasn't meant for me. 100% Of the time someone, when words of wisdom let's say where used. The distance of at least 15 feet away. Would come back to us. We where litterly facing a metal wall saying these things. To the wall and yeah you get it. And my list of words in my privous post came completely random of select words in which. I simply plucked from the posts with out reading them just chose a word. I do apologise and wish you good all your days. And I will cherish my award.
As I know dad's looking down from heaven saying. That's my boy he's a winner.
See laugh guys have fun. It what guys do you F#ck with each other.

@James-C-137
Thanks you where able to understand.
Yea I use to have temper. And would fight for anyone to have peace and joy. I am far from having no fault. When the smoked cleared. I was left looking at what caused my life to as it is. Me bad choices and chasing building this and trying to give the ones I loved the most.
Like Aron Lewis song says. " I lost it all"
Now all that is left is the sadness and shame.
Thanks I appreciate how you responded. And any one I offended I apologise. And you all well. I will work on my anger issues .

@Cold-Sun
Ok I understand your prospective. And respect it truthfully. But there was no use of gender at all.
As not only suffering which tore my life apart. At a time I was nearly beaten to death in my employers parking lot. Left with brain damage. No income those with me my only family. As I am litterly alone all my nearst kin are dead.
I had to choose bring them done with me or get them away. So they can be happy and have thier dreams filled. I could not use a phone or go into the light for 8 months. My love and our daughter
who I had to watch cry daddy when can we go home. Butt yes I accept my failures. And own the shit that happen. My ex and daughter are well taken care of. I will never be who I was again.and years I have tried to be myself again. But it's gone I was left with just enough brain to to watch this unfold . I did not find help or mercy with any church or Christiane nor any faith of good will. Butt a person of the status some do not like.Showed me how to walk to read and talk and engage in conversation.
So I do have a sorter attention spand. But is no excuse I was wrong in how I replied to you I apologise. And accept at fault . I hope you understand none of that is an excuse. It's just what lead me to now. It's clear I still have work ahead of me.

@Tim-Hamrick

Butt a bigger issue my fellow language destroying humans. Did we really see these key words. Here is a list

Karate
Balls
Kick you (as referenced to a female by male)

So before I go on this note. I leave you and bid you a due. I will not be seeing replies or anything from this as I have moved on. Me myself and I think it best too.Its not you it's me.
I'm just going to get cigs ok. So listen ......…

I don't have a horse in this race. But for gods sakes I understand a left out letter like q or auto correct putting what it thinks should go. We are human we all make mistakes. The savage beating the English language endures. At the hands of people for whom it is not their first language. Plenty put the time in and study a language. So please end this savage empaling of English. Do ye not have blood and it bleed as mine red. Then why would thou cast a stone at an iron wall. I dare to say no quarter would be given to me. If I where to use your native language this way.
And if it's a dissorder I wish you the best.
And hope you do well. And wow guys around the world thank you. Yes girls women love a bad boy. But the bar has been not lowered but gone completely'garbage in garbage out.

@Mrlegman

Since sarcasm is lost with texts.
I will say I'm flattered. I know yes I get it.
I mean a butt as good looking as mine. And on a guy like me. It can be a burden. I endure you know. I like women well one that if found is my dream. Though beautifully long black hair on a curvy woman. Is the bomb. I will confess long red hair on gothic stlye lady is a true weakness of mine. As I assume your male by Mr in your name. There's no way I could know if your kidding or not.

@Cold-Sun
Ok I normally don't ask what someone meant.Or in what way that references coincidence. With any thing I wrote or someone else did. Define your terms please so I know and have a better clue to what you mean.

Do not take this wrong. Simply what?

Can you please make it so that pervs and others are kept in check. I mean come on a filter ability. That by texts made by the pervs to children are gauged. I see vanarble young people on here. If you say we respect privacy ones open interface to fell freedom so forth. Then ok but if you can take part in read and see some of the stuff these young people are exposed too. Then tell me that you see no harm. I love the site outside of the obvious. My take is not on freedom for those on your site. But that's someone's daughter or son. Put yourself in those shoes. And how it's the lost if much more important freedom thier innocents. Hope doesn't trickle down. It starts in our homes and hearts. And grows up ward. I figure you get this a lot so it's ok no reply needed. And this what I said shouldn't have needed saying. In the days that in ones heart compassion for a child there is none then there is no future.

@Tim-Hamrick

So yeah that's my ideal after life.

Ok as this question kinda well. Ok let's shot the pink elephant in the room. Religious overtones. Not saying that you meant it that way. And my comments where not meant to judge or attack. So I Imagine cold place but not freezing. Chilled and damp. A beautiful druid sorceras skin fair like milk of a mother. Red lips long black hair.Her eyes an abyss of the dark inside.
We would stand on the edge of oblivion. As all exzitance burned around us. As all crumbling faces fall.As stars burnout and galaxies vanish. Our flesh and blood love and lust transcend all time.

@_itsmaldecocou
Please accept my apologies on behalf of ever other guy. That smoke ladies guy is a mixed between. Weird guy at the party Weird guy in bushes and lack of linguistic skills

Yeah I really feel for peps on here I mean litterly some body has informed that poor guy badley. I am no cassonove or better then anyone else. But that has to be the worst one liner I ever heard.

@Aimee26
With out doubt even though I'm no religious fanatic. But for one more day. Of high fives hanging out at the broad river.And a nights fire by the woods. I would give my soul,even if it meant burrnning in hell for eternity. I would stop at nothing. But I wouldn't cause her new family an issue. As she is happy and with a stand up guy. And our daughters doing well in school.

@Gennyyy

Thank you it was the hardest write.

@Cosmic_Lady
Thank you Cosmic_Lady.Your words like a light in my ocean of blue.