Sanity has faded #fuck it

[Haunter]

I try to move on，
To no avail,
I feel so lost,
And utterly insane.
I wish for my death，
Every moment
Of every day.
Taking out anger,
On my body,
To feel the pain.
Happiness lasts for so little,
It fades so fast away.
I feel so numb!
No emotion to regain,
Unable of caring.
Unable to stand my own pain.
I feel no hope,
My sanity has so long faded away.
I searched for help.
I searched for friendship.
I searched for a care.
Yet again,
To no avail