@_divv_roxx_ the thing is i'm already regretting it, not talking about it before I mean, when I had plenty of chances, when he wasn't this important to me, I can safely say that he's the most important person in my life after my family. and now, if I were to tell him and lose him, I'd regret that for the rest of my life, I'm not being pessimistic but I can't take the possibility of this happening away my head.
I feel like I'm in crossroad where I'm regretting some choices but can't make them again, between continuing the current relationship or taking risk God knows where could lead to which is i'm afraid of
Kill me with a knife or a guy just do it
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I'm thinking about killing my self too much
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Would that help??
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@jade-brown would that help ?
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@garret-theresa Sorry but yes
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@jade-brown you may set your self free by killing but youll be leaving the people around you who love you in pain for the rest of their lives n its a fact
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If u can't find purpose for your life then pls assign it for someone else so your help might make their life a little easier , a little better, at times lending help to someone outside unknowingly we are helping ourself from the inside.
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@garret-theresa ight
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Sometimes Courage is the small voice at the end of the day which says from within "ill try again tomorrow".
Take care of yourself. Bye -
@garret-theresa I'll rise up like the day
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@jade-brown tbh me too the way my life is going so feel u in that perspective 😌
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Hi @jade-brown Discussing the problems and issues to find the solution is one of the best ways to get bucked up! Discuss it with anyone you think you can trust. :)
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Hi! It's good you try to talk with people about this, remember, there will always be people who love you, your family, friends, and maybe even your pets :) if you need someone to talk to, contact me!
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@jade-brown but why???
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I found that whenever I was suicidal I clung on to love for somebody, for me it was the love to help and love others.
I have been through a lot, I am 19 and I was homeless in 3 countries for 4 months, believe me I feel your pain cus it sucks. many say suicide is not the answer and I think it's true, you can do a lot with your life which makes it worthwhile :)
Hope this helps
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@jade-brown yes plz i want to use your lovely dead body as a fertilizer in my garden.
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@thegodbrother Dude i know you think your just makin a joke but watch u say bud because she might actually be suicidal things like that can push people over the edge man.
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@James17 don't mind him he's an idiot
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@χανιєя well i know the feeling of suicide all to well man thats all. i have complete respect and sympathy for her
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@James17 don't overreact i am sure she's doing well if she managed to find time to write this post and not suicide then she's conscious that's not a nice thing.