Most of the phones I had were Android so ...Android.
I have to hide if you're going to find me?

I remember a quote I once saw on a building "I have to change to stay the same."
I don't think I'm going to stop doing something that makes me who I am
Probably I should stop overthinking about some things.

Merry Christmas !

@DaNii Like this ?

Happy New Year !

I'm still about whether it's a good idea to post it or not.
I write from time to time.I have many drafts to finish. What i write it's personal so it's not easy for me to share. Only one friend knows that i write but even him didn't read this. So what do you think ?

I have
Have you not think,
Have you not act,
Have you not done.
Something undone.

Have you not shout,
Have you not wept,
Have you not left.
Things unsaid.

Have you not wonder,
Have you not grief,
Have you not look.
Straight into abyss.

Have you worried,
Have you cried,
Have you said.
One last goodbye.

@Raye I think you will love it

It's like a hangover, you can't get one if you don't stop drinking.
But try to sleep because sleep deprivation is worse.

@Janet
I usually get easly attached to people. Talking to someone every day or weekly and then stop it's a bit concerning, especially if you talk personal things. You can worry a bit if you don't speak in a long time but you have to understand that sometimes he or she is busy and don't have time.
A friend of mine that i talked daily with him i started to talk a few days a week and now we talk once a week and have an long discussion, things we've been through.
I wouldn't want anything bad to happen to him, even if I didn't hear from him at all.If the last discussion I had ended on a good note, I wouldn't be very worried. I would be relieved because he is well and maybe something has happened in his life. Whether this is good or not, only he knows.

A good question is how good friends you have been. A good friendship it takes time if you met online.

@Lake Bodom still i don't see South Africa

Do you have something against Europe ?

I've always loved dogs, even though i was bitten a few times.

Most of the phones I had were Android so ...Android.
I have to hide if you're going to find me?

In one word...rollercoaster

What games do you like? I can recommend any game in the Assassins Creed franchise,Red Dead Redemption 2
or The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt. Some Co-Op like Padayday 2 or Left4Dead2.

I think phones rather than technology is a great distraction. People walk like zombies, drive mindless with the eyes in the phone.Technology makes our lives easier but at a price

I could live a day without my phone.I have my computer

Adapt )

If you don't want that persons out of your life I understand, but start treat them with indifference. Don't give them reasons to be upset and try not to think too much about what they say. About hurting yourself i don't know what to say, my motto always been "Do no harm" and that includes myself. To break that addiction probably you can start doing something to relax you or an activity that you enjoy.