Unfortunately for me I seek out ppl, but they have never failed in either irritating me beyond what I can take or they fuck me over, usually it's the latter sadly, each time it happens gets harder to trust, to enter new friendships. I'm currently seeking both friends and a partner. Well female to connect with and hopefully something develops, as I have so few ppl in my life left and go frequently weeks with out human contact, but I got my guard up, and I'm not finding a way to socialise now alcohol and drugs aren't involved. I wish people were better, I hope I find ppl who aren't cunts. Time will tell
