Should I get a knife and kill myself already?

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    @kyra-white

    I'm sick of this shit

    Oh here go the regards with their downvote mobs, you might think you're actually helping(which would make you even more retarded) but you're actually downvoting the most constructive comments since me, @girlwhois16 and @Willoww are as far as i know the only people who actually have personal experience with suicide, being suicidal and suicidal people and you and your other 1 or 2 retarded friends that are downvoting our posts don't, so for all i care you and your friend can go fuck yourselves... now let's move on to your uneducated, emotionally originated, irrational, unproductive, infuriating views

    @thestrangest You obviously didn't understand what I was trying to say.

    I disagree

    And what I mean to say is that suicide is the cowardly way out, because even if it takes guts to kill yourself, it takes more courage not to and face life instead of running away from your problems.

    And i disagree with that idea, "a person who is contemptibly lacking in the courage to do or endure dangerous or unpleasant things." Is the definition of a coward, here the point is, when you are in a suicidal state of mind, there is no "enduring" unpleasant(painful) situations, there is just being in them, enduring means that there will be an end, when you are in that state of mind you see no end in sight, you see stuff either staying the same, going worse or get better but significantly, you can't just call a suicidal person a coward, it disregards any effort they put in to push through(which in most cases is immense because they literally have their life and sanity on the line), that is insensitive and shows complete blindness to what it really means to be in that state of mind.

    suicide( euthanasia too) is in many ways a right that every person should have, neither people or even your loved ones should have the power to force you to stay alive if your suffering is scientifically proven to be unlikely to end. Instead of calling a suicidal person a fucking coward why don't you try to actually tell them to see a therapist, show them that they might just need to lower their expectations, your ideas are ideologically equal to shaming a suicide victim on their death bed for what future pain they'll cause for their loved ones completely ignoring the pain THEY had to have been going through to take their own life, fuckin' pathetic.

    As for religion, you said that if you kill yourself you go to heaven

    No i said there is no heaven nor hell and if you kill yourself you go back to how it felt like before you were born, absolutely nothing cuz you didn't exist then and you won't exist after

    so I simply corrected that

    You didn't say anything that is correct metaphorically, logically nor scientifically

    And when I said that I wouldn't be alive today without my religion, I literally meant that I wouldn't be alive

    And i literally meant what i said, great for you to find a reason to live in nonsense instead of reality, how lovely and useful it is to want to be dead to go to an imaginary heaven but not being allowed by the made up rules to kill yourself to get there instead of finding meaning in this life BECAUSE there's probably nothing after and this being the only chance you get

    not that I found some reason to live

    ●__● what?

    I was nearly beaten to death on my way home from school. And I just made it to that parking lot before I collapsed. I thank God every day for my survival.

    So you think that an invisible sky daddy is the reason you survived a NEARLY fatal accident. What does nearly fatal mean? NOT fatal, you wouldn't have died anyways if it was nearly fatal, when someone is close to death but lives it's your invisible sky daddy but when someone is completely healthy and dies what is it? Also your invisible sky daddy? Get the fuck out of here with that stupid shit

    When you have 0 experience with a topic like suicide other than bullshit from your ancient books written by superstitious desert people and have nothing to add from today's technological and scientific research don't say shit. In many ways you're being destructive while trying to do the opposite, an example is that praying especially in big amounts for somebody has been shown to actually negatively impact their healing and progress because of performance anxiety


  • @thestrangest I do have experience with suicide. I tried to kill myself when I was 10. And I would have succeeded if it hadn't been for my older brother.

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    @kyra-white oh great and you think that if people called you a coward for it, then that be good?


  • @kyra-white btw sorry dude i just found lots of grammatical and spelling errors i made writting fast and angry, i think i fixed everything now if you didn't understand something


  • @thestrangest I definitely think that I was a coward at the time.

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    @kyra-white and do you think people calling you a coward for it then or now is GOOD, do you think it is helpful, would it have helped you? I'm pretty sure it wouldn't but hey to each's own, i like being called weak even if it isn't true when i know the other person believes i can improve myself and is trying to provide constructive criticism but i wouldn't like that from strangers in the internet if confessing that i feel like shit and want to give up

    "I feel like shit, I want to kill myself"

    Random person i don't know:
    "Huh, COWARD"


  • @thestrangest It would have been better than the typical "don't do it".


  • @thestrangest By the way, do you have any personal experience with suicide? (have you ever tried killing yourself?)

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    @kyra-white a "don't do it" from a person you love is a lot more useful than a "you're a coward" from a stranger or a person you dislike, now I'm sure that if you say so a "you're a coward" from a person close to you would've been helpful but the point is, it depends on the person saying it and i definitely don't think the guy calling the girl a coward knew enough to assume that such a statement wouldn't just be received as hurtful and derogatory since this was this girl's first post


  • @thestrangest Umm... Did you just call me a guy?

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    @kyra-white said in Should I get a knife and kill myself already?:

    @thestrangest By the way, do you have any personal experience with suicide? (have you ever tried killing yourself?)

    Once, I've also been suicidal for a long time. Gotta sleep bye

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    @kyra-white said in Should I get a knife and kill myself already?:

    @thestrangest Umm... Did you just call me a guy?

    I was talking about sup since he's the one that said she's a coward first. I don't know what gender you are tho


  • @kyra-white got to go


  • @thestrangest ok, bye.


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  • I want to tell all the people here who are calling her Coward and all those derogatory terms,
    Me, @TheStrangest or @Willoww NEVER EVEN ONCE have supported the girl's suicidal thoughts.
    And instead of fucking calling her "Coward" and shit, just remember: Suicidal people are much much braver than the entire human population. Even in the worst situations, we get up, we rise above all the hatred we have for ourselves. Yes, we do it with the support with of our family, friends, therapists, and psychologists but it takes our fragile will power to come back and decide that we want to live on. We are so "weird" that you can call us out with the world's ugliest curses, we would just laugh it off and go away but the self-hatred can make us contemplate suicide. This self hatred is usually because of mental illnesses like depression, anxiety, Bipolar Disorder and so on. If someone's struggle or pain disturbs you and you can't help them, step away and KEEP QUIET. Don't go on fuelling the pain that has brought them to such consequences.
    Killing oneself is WRONG. But calling them out for that is WORSE. Suicidal people need emotional support They need help to see the good side of the life. They need people to make them realise that there is life beyond all that they are going through. They need someone to sort out their problems.
    If you don't know how to help, it's okay. Just keep distance and don't say anything at all. Check out the internet to see how you can help them, if you really feel like helping them. I'm asking out because we perceive things differently. A suicidal person might take your words(you assumed that would help) rather very differently. Like @sup that day told me, he was calling her Coward so that it hits her and she becomes strong. Well for that, it might work for you @sup but for suicidal people, it doesn't.
    JUST HELP HER and if You can't, SHUT THE FUCK UP.