@eliner no much and you
Can I just have a moment please?
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Can I just say damn, my gf @Abby.22 is the fucking best! Like holy shit! She typed out this whole long message for me last night and it's to good not to share. So ignore the few typos that there might be because she wrote this and 2:30 am.
"My Malachi. MY Malachi. Baby I canāt sleep. I keep tossing and turning praying that maybe in one position Iāll almosy imagine you holding me. Iāll be honest with you. Iāve been staring at one pic of you for probably an hour now.
and I know youāll never believe me when I say this. Youāll try to argue because you donāt not see what I see. But baby your the most handsome man I have ever laid my eyes on. I am truly blessed to have you. I canāt imagine where Iād be without you. Without meeting you. I am so happy I randomly found this site one day because I was bored. Iām so happy you somehow found me on here and sent me a friend request. I still remember it like it was yesterday. You trusted me so easily with your story. Your past. Your history. You trusted me. And that hit me hard. I never told you this but when you told me what happened, well when you first mentioned it, I was outside roasting marshmellows and hotdogs. I was out here with my family. You sent that one comment. That one little comment that changed everything. It made me instantly feel amazing because of how much you trusted me. How much you easily told me that. How it just slid off your lips like it were just another sentence. Iāll be honest I choked on my Marshmellow. Moma asked if I was ok I had to lie and say I was feeling sick. So I went into the bathroom and I cried. I cried so hard because someone as amazing as you went through something as tough as that. Someone with such a beautiful souls had to endure almost living hell. You never deserved any of it. Malachi from the moment you told me that I was certain I was doomed with you. I had just added you probably the day before. I was not looking for a relationship and you was really cute so my first thought āhmm let me add this cute guy and find out why he would talk to a freak like meā but baby. You blew my mind in ways I could have never imagined. You made me see the world from a whole new perspective. And yes. My instincts were telling me ABORT YOUR GUNNA GET FEELINGS ABORT but my heart was gently whispering hes just what your looking for... I was so stressed out the first couple of days we started talking. I was so scared, happy, upset, concerned, worried, and mad all at once. All those emotions clouded my head so that I almost couldnāt see or think! I was so confused on what I wanted. On what I needed then I when I seen you ask me out my heart fell. How could I do this? How could I make us work? How could I keep you a secret? How could I keep my emotions contained? As my mind kept babbling about all these questions I looked back at my screen and it was already too late. My heart had decided for me. I typed āyes!ā And it was then I knew I fucked up. I would fall helplessly in love with an online guy. My parents would kill meh. But you know what? I didnt care. All I cared about was us. I cared about how and whatI could do to make us work. I told you from the begining and I meant it when I said through thick and thin. Malachi you have been the best thing that has ever happened to me. Iām not ashamed to say I love you. Iām not ashamed to call you mine. IM DAMN PROUD I HAVE THAT HONOR! Malachi I would give anything to be next to you right now. To hold you. To pull you close. To talk about everything. From the I love yous to something like weird conspiracy theorys. I just wanna be there with you. So I can help you through any struggle. Help you through any fall. Anything that could harm you id take the pain for you. I mean it when I tell you baby I love you. I donāt say it often. I only say it to those who I mean it to. I regret every other guy Iāve told it to but baby I would never take away any I love you Iāve told you. I mean everything I say. Everything I do. Everything I wanna do. I mean it all. I would not change a single thing about us. Except for distance. Malachi it kills me knowing your that close but still that far away. Close enough to make me know your real but far enough for me to not be able to hold you. Not be able to breath the air you breath. It sucks. And it hurts every night. I read somewhere that you actually can be love sick. When your missing your partner so much you canāt sleep or you canāt eat or your always tired. Baby I think you got me love sick. Love sick to the point where I donāt wanna sleep until I feel you. Which really sucks because I fall asleep hugging my bear instead of you. But anyway. To the point where all I wanna do is be online and talking with you. You take up my life and Iām so happy you do! I canāt wait until we can actually be together in person. I wanna hold you and never let you go. Make sure you never have to sleep another night alone. Make sure you always have someone to hug when you need it. Make sure you have someone to kiss you when you want it. I wanna do everything in the world for you and with you. I wanna make you the
happiest man alive. (Which is prob gunna be hard cause eh look at meh)I wanna make sure that your past doesnāt affect your future. Make sure you succeed in everything you try to do. Make sure your goals are achieved. Make sure I have done my best for you! I want to only make you happy! And Iām so sorry if Iāve ever done anything to upset you. I really donāt mean to I might be hard to handle or understand at times but I need you to know how much I love you. I would do anything for you. ANYTHING. Malachi your my one and only. You got me so love sick all other men disgust me. I canāt look at them because when I do all I see is just ew because you are what I want. I donāt want anyone else. Never. I only want you. I want you and all of you. Your good days and your bad days. The happy times and the sad times. I want everything and I know it sounds greedy but baby your the only thing I donāt wanna share. I want all of you to me. And tbh Iām such a jealous person. Like your mom? Iām jealous
of her because she gets to see you every day. She gets to be near you everyday. She gets to be in the same house as you every day. It kills me because someone is always so close to you but itās not me. I wish I was just there. Even if I was like not allowed to touch you but I could be near you it would be alright for a little while. Baby I just wanna be near you. I wish so bad that I was there or you was here. I really do. Itās my every wish. And I know most people here think Iām crazy because Iām taking with a guy online (most people donāt know about us tho) but they think itās insane because there are so many things that could go wrong! Like cheating. You know what I tell them to that? If they say that Iām like āwell if you make them happy and trust them they wonāt cheatā they what if they say āwell they could be complete liersā you know what I say then? Well Iād rather believe someone who has never lied to me before then someone who lies to my face every day. Iād take that any day.
Baby your worth every risk. Every thing and anything that could happen your worth it. The only thing as I said before is distance. Malachi. I got so lucky finding you. I know you wonāt agree or your gunna say sum cute like āno itās the other way aroundā but baby Iām not kidding when I say I was so lucky! Like itās gotten to the point where when I was younger if someone asked me if I wanted to go back In time and change my mistakes I would say yes. But now I would not touch a single thing in my past. Not one. You know why? Because every little tiny detail led me to you. Led me to the man of my dreams. To the man I wanna spend every second of every day with. And Malachi what I guess Iām trying to say is that I love you so damn much! And staring at a picture sucksbut baby Iāll do anything to wait on you. On us. I would do anything. And I know I probably sound horrible because Iām half asleep typing this but idec I guess itās the best time to type this because Iām not thinking. Iām not thinking: well maybe I should be romantic? Well maybe I should stop because Iām blowing up his phone? Well maybe I should not text so much because I seem needy? It all doesnāt matter to me rn. All I wanna do rn is try my ass of to describe what you mean to me but Iām failing so miserably because everything Iāve said previously has not even cracked the surface of how much I love you. Or how much I need you. Or how much I care about you. Or what you mean to me. You mean so much. So damn much itās literally crazy. Because of course my mind hates me. My mind is always like :well what if he doesnāt feel the same? What if he is just using you as an āonline girlā but thatās when I just tell my mind to shut the fuck up because I know you. I know you would never hurt me. I know you would never use me. I know you would never ever do anything to upset me. And it just makes me love you more. It makes me fall harder and harder for you every single day. It makes me completely head over heels for you
and Iām not ashamed to say I FUCKING LOVE MALACHI DAVID SPIVEY! And when you wake up and see all these message your prob gunna be like.... is she fookin drunk? And baby yes. Iām drunk on your love. I get this way when I canāt sleep. But I usually donāt get on my phone but this time I let myself because Malachi I need you to know! Even though I can never fully explain it all. Malachi please donāt ever leave me. I need you like I need air. I need you like my body needs food and water. I need you. I canāt stress it enough. I NEED YOU! I know I sound like a weirdo and I apologize but Iām not sorry for loving you. I love you so god damn much and I wish this foxy bear was you. I wish I could hold you rn and just explain all of this in person. Whisper it all to you in your ear as you fall asleep. So that you fall asleep listening to all the good things you are so that maybe your mind will let you rest well knowing how much I love you. Oof itās 2:19 am but thereās still so much to explain!"I doubt youāll read all these texts and assume ya gf is crazyš itās kkie because I am but baby I just need you to know I love you. I guess ima try to sleep some more and stahp blowing up your phone. Your prob gunna be reading for a solid houršš¤ I love you so much Malachi I hope you get some rest and have some sweet dreams. Goodnight šš¤"
Like y'all Idek how to respond to that. -
@boots22 damnit now everyone is gunna know how much of a weirdo I amš
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@abby-22 wtf? I almost downvoted you for how much you just lied in that sentence. Lies lies lies
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@boots22 i fell asleep twice...
I cannot lie. But otherwise, this uber uber long message is epic.
Where is mine Abby?I promise Will- you wonāt ever be alone.
ā-Be a snek in a world of bad.
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@boots22 your girlfriend cat hooman is a weirdoš
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@willow I makes chu then when your upset remember
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@abby-22 fine. You is my weirdo.
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@abby-22 said in Can I just have a moment please?:
@willow I makes chu then when your upset remember
I just decided
Im upset
Why you might ask?
Well i have a list of reasons I an be sad- I am all out of caprisuns
- Im single and sexually frustrated
- I have recently lost my last dog to its real owner and im pretty pissed because i wuved him.
I promise Will- you wonāt ever be alone.
ā-Be a snek in a world of bad.
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@boots22 yusš¤
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@willow oof so chu needs one? š
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@abby-22 said in Can I just have a moment please?:
@willow oof so chu needs one? š
Yes I do
And it needs to have the word āepicā
Please and thank you
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@willow Iāll do it tonight so you wake up to it so tomorrow starts off good okie
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This is a miracle!!!
Its a picture of @BOOTS22 without a Hat or a Cap or a Wig!!
All hail @Abby-22 for making this happen!
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@obviouslylucifer Dude.... I've never worn a wig...
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Her fingers need a massage...give it to her ššš@BOOTS22
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@sup already done
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@boots22 awwohhh
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@sup she has such soft beautiful delicate hands. š :drooling_face: :drooling_face:
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@boots22 said in Can I just have a moment please?:
@sup she has such soft beautiful delicate hands. š :drooling_face: :drooling_face:
pukes in mouth
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@willow her skin is so soft and cuddly and smooth and tasty and it tastes and looks like carmel. šššš :drooling_face: :drooling_face: :drooling_face:
