@NeptuN3 well its very tough to control.. try meditation or keep urself busy like in some hobby
How do I remove evil from my soul
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@htz I just look the other way and try helping someone else .. I have done lots of bad and I have been for a long time teaching myself a better way but it is an empty life
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@Coner-Forev don't give up, if you feel this way more than two weeks - visit a doctor - as I said - it might be hormons problem or signs of depression. I'm fighting this shit for last 4 years with really low rate of success. I would say only dark thoughts keep me alive - like vengeance , dreaming about bloody comeback, want to make people pay for their deeds. It's always like that - there is no justice - but it's different story.
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@coner-forev maybe you just need more time. Not enough context, you know, hard to judge the situation.
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@i-am-male yea but guidance is always needed
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@htz I have always been odd for a long time I was unfeeling but I have taught myself many things but I ask random people that way I can learn and maybe teach all at the same time
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@Coner-Forev I am software engineer - literally the same but for money :)
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@htz I only do it to better myself and help others
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@i-am-male thanks and u as well
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@Coner-Forev that's it. Here you go - evil removed, you are kind one, yet emptiness is left. Case closed.
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@htz I wish it were that easy I do still fight my bad side and I guess it's part of me till I can find away to forget or remove but I'm strong I'll still do as I do till that day
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@Coner-Forev We are taught from young years that being evil is bad. Yet "everyone else is an asshole" - how is that happening? You, at least, can feel it. Others just do "what they think is right". So try to find pros of your feelings - try doing something that you are patient about - when feeling bad you feel better in this case. I, for example, do treadmill runs - it pumps my mind even higher and I feel extreme anger in the end, but I do something good to myself in terms of health. Try to find optimum for yourself, to feel complete. Sometimes it works
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@htz I try when I feel at my lowest I just find as many people as I can to help till I'm out of resources or out of strength
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@htz but it's just not enough for me for sum reason it's like I do and do but I'm I really making a difference