Look ill trow you a bone here,
I have the opposite.
An officially diagnosed narcistic brother that almost did me at one point.
And i can only say that getting rid of family is way more easy then tolerating them.
Now unlike other people i wont say just forgive cos family.
After all you can pick your friends but not your family.
But do keep in mind that once you leave them you can never go back.
So if you are ok with being alone with 0 friends and like me not talking to family for 15 years now.
Then you know wat to do.
If you cant handle a simple task like that then just tolerate her for the sake you dont wanna say farewell just yet.
Just do note that if you drop family members, then the rest is soon to follow as most family's will resort to calling you the black sheep.
The choice, the future is in your hands.
Hating my Heart
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Have any of yall ever gotten'attached' to someone online? like you're reallly into them-not pure libido but yaknow-I used to have that problem a lot in the past but I thought that it was gone but recently I met an old friend that I hadnt seen in ages. I used to have a weird crush thing on them but I never said anything and that was a long time ago, well they came back and those feelings are resurfacing and everything's getting so complex and Im worried that I;ll get really giddy sometime and gush out to them and then make things awkward between us, I dont want her to leave me so Im scared, I dont want my emotions to take over and make me make some dumb move or whatever when Im not in my right mind and ruin it all. To make things even more confusing, they recently told me how they like someone else online and ofc I dont want that to fall apart, her happiness is way more important to me than my own but it still... stings I guess. I dunno my stomach feels like its churning and my head feels all aloof.. I cant think straight.
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I dunno my stomach feels like its churning and my head feels all aloof.. I cant think straight.
Take a small nap and dont overthink it , overthinking it can make it worse :*
ofc I dont want that to fall apart, her happiness is way more important to me than my own but it still... stings I gues
Cheer her on i guess ?(Also, your happiness is important, it's just that you have to value your self more) <3
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@Shadow thanks, Im just happy I was able to put this out somewhere, helps me feel less trapped in my brain
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@Deimochi thanks, Im just happy I was able to put this out somewhere, helps me feel less trapped in my brain
Ey as long as you are happy ,,, thats all that matters~!
Dont bottle up your emotions :p (you might lose a friend if you do)
Im aways happy to help !
