@Rissa_TheBest baby, I only have one thing to say, you know that you can count on me always.
And I know the feeling of lose someone that you love, but the sadness is a moment that don't need to last longer, because all the happy moments that passed together are more important and the memories will help to continue living and give the will to stay strong, when these things happens the easiest option is give up, but when you have shoulders to cry and arms to hug, bit by bit this option will be forgotten, and we can live once again.
I'm not good with words Baby, but I hope that I what I wrote have some deep meaning, Love you Rissa