Best posts made by Willow

Maybe Im not just talking about TWS. Maybe Im finally sitting back and realizing that my whole life so far...is just one big waste.
Everyone tells me that my story is beautiful. That it makes me a strong person. That I am strong for persevering through the hard times. But the truth is, Im not strong. Not even a little.
Every night I lay in my bed and my whole world just falls apart. The perfect day is crippled compared to the thoughts that enter my mind. I feel helpless. I feel worthless. I feel so completely alone. And you can sit here and tell me Im not alone, when I am.
My whole life Ive struggled with social situations. With finding friends. And when I would find them, most left me. Most made me the afterthought. As of right now, I have a lot of “friends” on here. But Im struggling to determine which friends are real. Which people call me a friend merely because I seem popular? Which people call me friends because they took pity on my past life? Which friends just want to befriend me to know more about Ragnar?
I hate it. I hate being the afterthought. I hate trying to be bubbly and outgoing and happy all the damn time. Because Im not. Im not happy. I always internally cringe at every word I type. I hate it. I hate trying to help a “friend” and come to find out, they dont need you. They leave you on read and leave. They find their other friends that tell them the exact same thing. And leave me to be stepped all over once more.
So I joined TWS for a few different reasons. And one of which was friends. But I just dont feel very...hopeful ig right now. I think I need a few days to chill.
Look guys Im not sorry. Not even a little. Im done for a few days. Catch you on the flip side, pancakes

@cutie-cat Hi my name is Willoww. My real name is Willow.
I am originally from Australia. And then I lived in Brazil for a few years. My mom was Mexican and my dad was white, so yes, I do speak a bit of Spanish.
I love everything to do with music. Espexially dubstep. Top ten fav songs: Viva La Vida- Coldplay, Secrets-One Republic, Bomb a Drop-Garmiani, Turn Down For What-Dj snake, Faded-Alan Walker, X-Nicky Jam, Bailando-Enrique Iglesias, Real Slim Shady-Eminem, Youth-Daughter, and Shooting Star-by various artists
I am 20 years old and I currently live in the USA. My hobbies include running, Reading, photography, traveling (mostly for work), and tea parties with my daughter. I used to play beach vball until my back was blown in a car accident. Now i sit and watch just to torture myself with “the good old day”.
I like to eat. Alot. Chicken nugs, caprisuns, ice cream. I am actually the caprisun queen. So yeah. Food is bae
I date a hella awesome dude @RAGNAR and he makes me hella happy. Maybe I even love him more than food gasp.
I like memes and jokes and my family is my one thing I need.
I am actually a huge introvert in real life but online I have several people I mess around with.
Few people include: @football_m29 , @sup , @Black_Beetle , @BOOTS22 , @cutie-cat , @Rendezvous , @WtfJudith , @layla , @Lucifer_ , @its-bobby , @Black-rose , @Abby-83 , @The-Dude , and @US-poet
And yeah, i will do anything to protect them. And yeah, im done now

@mars1234-2 mi familia:
@RAGNAR (he mah hubby, hella hot and this is our family. Key word: OUR. Always there when we need a good meme or joke. He also knows how to draw. At the reunions he is the one coloring outside the lines with the kids. And he is as small as them too!!! :p. Okay okay but for real. He is willing to help cook. But God forbid, he will burn it I believe. Definitely 10/10 not a chef but hella cute)
@football_m29 (he is da father of Samnas, our childrens granddaddy. Hella wise and there when anyone needs a hug or a starbucks run. The kids see him as the wise fucker he is and respect him deeply. At fam reunions he is the one who shows up with a football and likes to sit back and watch Criminal Minds i. Peace with the other adults. 10/10 would recommend bringing up a convo of how to dial 911 xD)
@Black-rose (shes mah sista. She is kinda more quiet than the rest. Doesnt reallt keep in touch as much [shame on you Victor :p.] At reunions she is the one bringing sick dance moves and providing excellent selfies to comment on later.)
@US-poet (hes that super dope uncle that the kids like to hang with, 10/10 coolest uncle)
@sup (he is one of my problem kids. So rebellious with his smartass mouth and profanity, crazy kids and their rock n roll, i swear)
@BOOTS22 (hes mah child, little smol bean)
@NutellaBigGoat (Shes like my weird cousin, the good kind. The one where we hardly talk but are located on the same wavelength)
@Black_Beetle (shes the hermit sister of mine nobody ever hears from but like, she isnt crazy so thats good)
@Lucifer_ (hes the grandpa because he issa wise old fucker)
@Abby-83 (she is another one of my children. She issa good girl, but at the same time wild and free. Funny af and knows how to hold herself in an argument/fight)
@The-Dude (He is a cool uncle. Funny and cool. Not in a weird sense, just has the perfect gif for all the family reunions/events/gatherings)
@Azriel (he is the shy acting uncle. Key word there:acting. Best person to rant about music with and is a genuinely great person)
@its-bobby (other sister of mine. She is quiet and introverted. But will do anything in her power to find an answer to your questions. At family reunions, she is the one taking pictures of the food and videos of random kids for her insta story).
@stranger-danger (he is the familys reptile. Some weird mutation gave him the ability to talk/type and now he is the funniest pet in the damn world. We gave him to my son Gautam [ @sup ] for Christmas and they seem to work well together. Their smartass attitude means they fuck around with each other. Finally found a true best friend for my son!)

About the third or fourth time Im asking this. But it seems everyone is already starting up my old topics which means there are enough new people here that have yet to see this question.
So how about it?
I know three languages but I only speak two xD.
Spanish , English, and Sign Language.
Your turnnnnn

1. ONLY THE TERM YUPPERS CAN BE USED, NOT YES
2. NO KOOLAID IS ALLOWED TO BE REFERENCED TO, ONLY CAPRISUN
3. NOBODY CAN TOUCH ANOTHER PERSONS PUDDING CUP
4. ONLY DURING MEME WARS CAN AN UGLY PIC OF SOMEONE ELSE BE SHOWN
5. NO MEME CAN GET LEFT ON READ
6. WHEN MEETING A HORNY PERSON, ONLY SAY “GO FIND A VACCUUM TO SUCK YOU OFF”
7. NO TROLLING WILL BE ACCEPTED
8. IF HAVING SHITTY THOUGHTS ABOUT BEING UGLY, ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT JAY Z SOMEHOW CAPTURED BEYONCE
9. IF YOU FEEL BAD ABOUT YOUR GRADES. REMEMBER: IF AMAN CAN MAKE IT THROUGH HIGH SCHOOL, TRUST ME, SO CAN YOU
10. WHEN TRYING TO MAKE SOMEONE LAUGH, THE ONLY JOKES THAT ARE ACCEPTABLE ARE DAD JOKES AND CHEESEY PICKUP LINES
11. IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS REGARDING A TWS FEATURE, GO AHEAD AND ASK SAMMY, BECAUSE THATS WHO I ASK WHEN YOU ASK ME
    Okayyyy so these are some i have made just for fun. Add some of your encouraging rules below, serious ones, and anything that you have learned from being here

You know that people actually SELL THEIR FUCKING AMATEUR ASS NUDES.
Lemme tell you something, when I take nudes, they become an all out photo shoot of perfection. And the bastard got them for FREE.
But then we got little Meghan bitch or Rhonda, some trashy hoe taking a mirror selfie behind her dirty ass sink using her dirty ass mirror and the quality aint even good enough to count as a fucking polaroid picture.
So hypothetically speaking if I sold nudes, how much would I get

Dude I swear this topic is just for shits and giggles. I have barely slept at all and i like to think that Im amusing even when Im really not
Moral of the story: sleep at bedtime kids, dont stay up for several days at a time. :’)

The perfect pairing for so many smoothies, fruit salads, yogurts. But separate...which is better?

All these food topics lol....im hungry

Step 1) pull up shirt
Step 2) grab a boy
Step 3) shove him in your shirt
Step 4) walk away quickly

Bonus points:
Slowly unzip your oants and stick aome in there too

No no😂😂😂It is clickbait-ish.

So I have noticed when I get into arguments with a guy, (Never seen a girl do it, but it is possible), for some reason they always puff their chest out.

Like...wtf you tryna do? Threaten me? Square up to fight?

I will never understand....

I have actually met quite a few people that do not like to eat around others.
They would prefer to go and get coffee or candy runs.

I dunno, just wanna know if I have the weirdest most abnormal friends or if this is common xD

There now that there is a post
@sup @Kat_15 date
Katie this will be the best moment of my your life

Literally love the idea so much im crying 😭😭😭

Youre damn right if you think I bought six boxes today and they werent even on sale

Its interesting because i used to live by this quote. “I dont want to survive. I want to truly live”. As weird as that is, I heard it from a kids movie I was watching with my daughter lol.
I told myself that there is survival- going through life day by day just tryna stay alive. Have the money to support yourself. The food you need just to stay alive. The amount of work you need just to make the money you need. Thats survival
And living. Well living is making life the greatest it can be. Having the job you want. Going on crazy adventures. Trying new things, new foods.
So ask yourself. Are you surviving? Or are you living?

no its not beautifully worded or written. Nor do I give a shit if I accidently called anyone out. Congratulations you motherfuckers. You broke Willow

That person you mention just for more upvotes?
The girl you messaged just to ask to help get you more followers?
The friend youve never actually chatted with in the pm’s?
The annoying ex you dont reply to even though its your job?
The bitch you picked a fight with because, why not?

Hey.
Its me.

I see this playing out in one of
Three ways.

1. It’ll be passed off as another attention seeking post. A few people will upvote it to get points. Not that they read it or anything.
2. Youll tell me to pull my shit together and get the fuck out of the topics.
3. People will actually try to take it seriously and comment how much ‘eVeRyOnE lOvEs WiLlOw’. And just...dont.

Its one of those days.
Started off bad
I tried to make it better
And it
Only.
Got.
Worse.
We all have those days. And we all bounce back from it.
But what happens when “one of those days” becomes “one of those weeks”?
What happens when the weeks become months.
When the months become a whole life of straight negativity?
What happens when youre drowning in so much negativity your fake smile finally cracks?

Im the afterthought. The friend you originally became friends with because everyone was “friends” with me.
Im the afterthought. The friend you were forced to befriend because we were in the same group chat. Or because someone told you to.
Im the afterthought. The one who was modded because her ex boyfriend asked. Not because good work was noticed.
Im the afterthought. And its all my fault.

You think you know me?
You really have no idea.
You dont even have the first damn clue.
Someone listed a few facts about me? Congratulations. You have barely even touched the surface.
You read all my topics? Congratulations. You havent even broke through the walls I built around me.

To the man who managed to tear me the fuck apart. Congratulations
This “feminazi” is down.
To the supposed group of people trying to get me unmodded. Congratulations. The “woman abusing her power” has broken from the stress
To the friend who’s heart I had and broke. Congratulations. You have silenced me to a point I must apologize. Im so sorry Hugo.

I put myself in these situations. Ive perfectly carved my role as the afterthought.

I dont do the group chats.
To the person who is constantly seeking for compliments and everyone’s total and complete affection. Congratulations. You should have it all by the time they read this and explain that it is you. Dont forget to play victim.
To the girl who deserves so much better. Youll realize your worth one day. And Ill be cheering for you all the way there. Youre beautiful in every single way and you dont need to settle for less. Because I see that you deserve so much more.
To Mich. I will never understand how everything got so bad. Take care of Kat because although she is weird at times, she is a great person.
To the friend who has confused me beyond how words can explain. Sorry I never understood the “kys” jokes. Shouldve known suicide was just humor to you.
To the person who thought I considered that I was “doing them a favor”. We all have our low points. And I will always be here to listen. It was never a matter of “getting even with you” or “doing you a favor”. It was abt me, trying to help you. As much as I wanted to fix your problems....

A soft skinned person cannot pick up broken glass. Otherwise they get hurt too.

To the man who is going to send me the facepalm emoji when he reads this. Sorry Satan, we cant all be good at hiding emotions.

Bye

I want some damn chicken rnow.and chocolate...and cake....and fries...and cheese puffs...and caprisuns...and peanut butter crackers...and peanuts.....and crackers...and PB&J....and shit Im craving peanuts y’all.
Your turnnnn

Happy birthday to the biggest sweetheart on TWS. I tried to wait until it was your time lol, its not quite March 8th here yet.
You deserve the bestest damn bday ever, and I hope 14 treats you extra well.
You have had much success on TWS, with extremely popular topics and even becoming a grand mod. Youre also extremely smart which make me a bit jealous sometimes :p
Have a very very happy bday.
Love ya sista
And happt woman’s day to all!!

Today is International Women’s day. And I think its time to go back, way back. This day is dedicated to celebrating the achievements of women all over the world, past and present. Throughout time, women have worked considerably hard to create a positive change. In many cultural and social views, females have been degraded to less than men. However, it takes strong women to create a change that affects all ladies centuries after. Despite the fear of the unknown, women around the world have dedicated their lives to overcoming the sexist viewpoints. For a few examples:
In the year of 1903, Marie Curie became the first women in history to be awarded a Nobel Prize.
In 1928, Amelia Earhart defied the belief that women werent smart enough to fly a plane. She became the first women to fly solo across the Atlantic Ocean.
Golda Meir, served as the first female prime minister in the Middle East.
One of the most major movements in American History is in the year of 1920, when the nineteenth amendment, granting women the right to vote, was passed
Through all these important steps to becoming equal, women still suffer in different forms. Seen as sexual objects, fragile creatures, and judged every day by how they look, by what “perfect” is.
So I celebrate this day because I want every girl to have the confidence to dress the way they want, be who they want, do what they love, and have the strength to stand up for what they believe in. Because we are all bad bishes in one way or another, and we have the power to change our lives, no matter what kind of opinion the society has.
BEING A GIRL DOES NOT MEAN YOU CANNOT BE STRONG. IT DOESNT MEAN YOU HAVE TO FIT THE ROLE OF “PERFECT” . AND IT DOES NOT MEAN YOU NEED TO KEEP YOUR MOUTH CLOSED AND NOT DO WHAT YOU WANT. At the end of the day, Id like to give some kudos to mah fav ladies
@vrinda @Laura-Anderson @Black_Beetle @Kat_15 @Emilyyyyyy @LittleGirly003 @tehkotak @InSaNiTy-AsHy @OMGDanaliz @miracle7 @isabella @TheGoddess @cutie-cat @Sammy @Luna-14 ;)

Soooooo this is a place with several several people from all around the world. I would like to know, in your language, how to say I love you.
I am working on a project with my photography class and this is a key part to it
Now show mehhhh

Admin I ask that you allow your mods to ban my account without giving them any shit about it. And dont unban it either.
I am done. I am done with this place. I understand that you hate losing active users.
If nothing is done then I assure you, I will start deleting all the topics and comments I ever wrote. Because for some reason, destroying my little online empire I created is what makes me happy.
Also, start thinking with your head dude. There are so many other users that deserve to be mod, and yet you didnt consider them. I get that this is your site but quite frankly one of your latest decisions has me irritated as fuck.

I want to do something crazy and stupid.

Who can i count on to help with this firework show??

Also, i hit 7k reputation bishes