Best posts made by Willow

Maybe some of you noticed my change in my bio yesterday. (Most of you probably didnt). (And dont bother looking, I already changed it back)
I prepped my escape again. This time no goodbye post, it always jinxes things. No apologies because someone would try to convince me to stick around.
Clearly, I didnt do it. Otherwise, I wouldnt be here typing, would I?

Hitting rock bottom for me always puts the world into perspective. I can really take a good look at my actions, who I surround myself with, what goals I should have, and the decisions I make.
It shows me where I made mistakes. And where the beauty all lies.
There is no special occasion for this appreciation post. I havent hit a new milestone on my reputation (not that anyone has noticed any of the other times anyways), i havent hit a new post marker. And I didnt get a new boyfriend or anything like that.
This is just me, seeing the beauty in my life, and showing my appreciation.
Im also not making the same mistake I do every other time. Im not going to include people Im just getting to know. (this means i feel completely comfortable with you and i dont feel hella awkward starting a conversation with you. I love all of you guys. But i need to show my most prominent friends). Im not going to mention more people just for more upvotes. This is cheers for the real ones in my life.

@Lucifer I mention him first because he is one of the only true friends that stuck around after my break up. He was there when I wanted to cry. There when I wanted to rant. He was there making memes just for little giggles. He is my best friend. He gossips like a girl, makes up hilarious tales of my enemies, and knows how to give calm advice when I feel like being crazy. Hes da real MVP.

@Stranger_Danger Oh snek.....this whole depression period started because of you (oh my God you guys dont hurt him, I dont mean he was mean or anything). Snek left because I was a shitty friend. Its as simple as that. He makes me smile. He makes me laugh. He picks me up when I cry and pees on me when I get too arrogant. And when he left, It sent my emotions down the drain. I was so sad, confused, lost, and maybe a little angry. After reaching out to him today, I can say that I feel a lot better. Because thats just what he does, cheers people up. And thats just how we work, our friendship can conquer mountains, as long as we are together. I love you snek 😘.

@sup yeah dude, you get your own spot on my appreciation post. Man...we have been through so much together...know that? I can flip us back to the day I we first started talking. I had just made my first confession post, and you were the kindest person in the world, praising me and encouraging to give more good writings. Yeah we have had our arguments. But we have also fought on the same battle. You always have my back, and I will definitely have yours. Im happy to say that such a dope person is my friend.

@Abby.83 hey Lesbian Lover 😏. I dont think anyone will ever understand (trust me, they dont need to know) the amount of change our friendship has undergone. Where most people wouldve ditched me, you stayed. And I appreciate that more than anything in the world. You helped me when I was feeling at my worst. You were there when my world had fallen to pieces. And you helped in the best way you possibly could. It feels good to walk out of my rock bottom this time with a new best sista, closer than ever before.

@Rendezvous Oh my dearest Renny Penny...what would a post be without mentioning my hopefully future fiancé? Nah but jokes set aside, I just need you to know that I love you. I love your random messages and weird life updates (congrats on joining the gym). I love your strange and almost hard to understand jokes. And also, your smarts. God damn I admire your geniusness (is that even a word?). Never change for anyone dude.

**And lastly, I need to acknowledge that I love myself. I love me for who I am and what I have accomplished, what I wish to accomplish, and what I have survived.
I love me despite my depression and anxiety. I love me even when I feel like Im falling apart.
I love myself because I am strong. And I can make it through anything, even when it seems impossible.
I love myself because I managed to go through hell. And come out with such wonderful people, such a wonderful family. **
So here is a picture of my ugly ass face cheesin because you know what, fuck all you bitches who pushed me down this week. (Most not even realizing it but still). And fuck me for letting it get to me

To the horny assholes that wind up in my private messages:

No i am not a slut.
But that doesnt mean I am a prude. Just because a chick uses herself as a pfp does NOT mean she is here for sex. And it does NOT give you the automatic right to demand for more pictures.
No you are not right to get mad
If they tell you no, IT MEANS NEVA EVA NEVA. Dont keep begging. Dont keep asking. AND DO NOT KEEP MESSAGING ME. And do not call me names and shout profanity, it just proves my point that you are a Grade A pussy ass bitch.
No I will not send nudes
My nudes are worth millions. I will NOT be giving them away for free. Nor will I be selling them like some cheap prostitute. Find someone who actually wants to send them. Instead of bothering the ones that dont
No I am not looking for an online boyfriend/girlfriend
I am not going to be bound down by some online love with some desperate stranger that I have no feelings for. If the connection isnt there, no Im not willing to ‘try it’ or ‘get to know you better’. SO ONCE AGAIN JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.

I am triggered

Okay I absolutely suck at following directions/listening to people.
Im easily distracted. VERY easily distracted

But anyways, hey peeps I have a concussion (those stairs showed up outta nowhere) and I have spent all morning looking at Liza Koshy, David Dobrik, James Charles, and stupid hair videos of hairstyles i tell myself I will do (even though i know i wont)

But anywayssssssss
I learned to do space buns AND I ACTUALLY MANAGED TO DO IT

You may not care but this is going on my topics list because I wanna be remembered for this when i die

I know I have posted this topic before. However, I am beginning to notice a lot of my old topics being used by other users, and so Im going to start bringing some of them back :)
I consider my best friend to still be @football_m29 . I miss him, a lot. But i promised him no matter what I would be here, so Im here. And he still gets a bestie tag, even if he doesnt want it

For now tho, i consider my other good friends @Lucifer and @Stranger_Danger to be my trusted dudes. (Luci and I even share the same rebirth day, so like, its a godgiven friendship)
Your turnnnnnnnnnnn

Its not the first of the year, but as @BloodDrunk once said, you can change yourself at any time of the year, who needs this cliche “news years resolution” shit. So here is to a new me.
I am suicidal. Everyone who is close to me knows that. Ive struggled with depression for as long as I can remember and it doesnt take much to push me to the edge. At all. I let the little shit get to me. I hate finding out people hate me. I hate finding out people say shit about me. And I hate especially finding out that someone tells err one your secrets.
My daughter is dying. Its something I have known since she was a baby. She wasnt even really supposed to live. But she did. And she was given a number. A number on her life. I had her for at least seven years. And so far, i have made five of them the best years of her life. Sometimes life smacks me in the face and reminds me that I dont have that much longer with her. Doctor appts that make me wanna scream in frustration. And this is where I release, a stranger chatroom, like, wtf. But screw the bitches that fuck that up for me. Screw the people who only made the feeling worse.
MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND. Turned out to be the biggest betrayal.
So new me.
Say shit. I dont even care anymore.
Be a shit person. I dont even care.
And hate me. Because I dont care.
Im done trying to care. Trying to be the change. Trying to expect things from shitty ass people on the internet.
At the end of the day, im just a small little detail in this world. So why try to be anything greater.
Also, you know who you are , calling out your “family” in your last post, real shit dude, call us out by name next time.

“I better be wrapped in fruit rollups and mummified you bitch.”
To: my neighbor

I am shamelessly crushing on a relationship between
@Rendezvous and @G-A
Picture @wtfjudith breaking their heart, but then they find solace within each other’s arms

I’d like to thank everyone for all the bday wishes I have received so far. I’ve never felt more loved, never been so damn happy. This is the first year I ever got a bday post. And the first year I’ve ever had the bday song sang to me. So my three monthaversary on TWS is coming up, I think that calls for a thank you ;).
I’d like to start of this post with being gushyyyy, to mah bf, @RAGNAR . We are three months into a forever together. I love you babes, fellow ninja XD.
@football_m29 . Michael, Michelle, bestie, thank you for the jokes every morning and the late night rant sessions/ advice. You’re literally the coolest bestie a girl could ever ask for 💚.
@vrinda . You’re the bestttt sisterrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!! I feel lucky and blessed to have a coolheaded chick on my side. To know that I got a girkfrand (I’ll explain later lol).
@TheGoddess . Yeah yeah, you were technically my first official bday post. I kkkkknow we have had our ups and downs but gurllll, who doesn’t? Thanks for the rant sessions and weird TWS experiments, as well as making a dead pub chat not so dead anymore.
@Bushmurry . He left the site, those of you reading this. If you wanted an explanation, I’m more than willing to do so in the private messages. But bro, I will always have your back, just like I know you will have mine. Your pep talk gave me the balls to tell Sammy I like him, so thanks :).
@Black_Beetle . Ooohhhh bby, have I got a long one for you. But imma make sure to keep it short. Thx for the kind words you message me sometimes, especially when I’m feeling sad. You know how to put a smile on my face with your crazy ass gifs .
@KorgLife17 yeahhh that’s right, you. Thanks for the endless laughs and gifs, especially in the strangest of post.
@Leo_sihra dude. You’re the reason I stayed on TWS. So like...DUDE! Thanks so much.
@Dirt keep up the strange drawings, I love them. Violet, I dunno your screename, but thanks for the little laughs here and there :). @Bompies THANK YOUUUUUUUU. For the pub chat conversations and strange games, even the weird YouTube links. Thx for showi me da wae ;). @sup and @CoolShobhit2503 . I’d like to say thanks for the good replies even on my sucky posts, and for the bday wishes :). @Stephen34747 thx mah dude, for being one of my first friends. @A-P and @Isabella , I will always love you guys, mah gang 😎.
Andddddd @zoobie and @Lucifer . Thx for helping me keep my head on even when I was overreacting about the little things :).
I love you all so much.

YOU ZOOPHILIAC PWERWERTS

Anyways what up hoes Im looking for some song recommendations so you should gimme sum

So a few weeks ago I was sitting in math class. Bored out of my fucking mind. And as usual, i was on here and scrolling through memes. I came across this picture:

Now as many of you know, I have a frigging obsession with penguins. So naturally i saved the picture and I headed to my next class.
In Biology we had a lot of free time. To study for the midterm (told you, this was awhile back). And i asked my teacher if the meme spoke the truth. And guess what, it totally was so mwhahahahahaha
But this is where it gets good
Weeks have passed. I went to church today (dont judge me, I had nothing better to do and I wanted a reason to sing), and I sat next to this weird little group of frat guys.
The minute they started whispering I thought they were speaking negatives abt me and my probs, because gossip is for realsies.
When church let out i went to my car and one dude was following me. WHAT THE FUCK. At that point I had my key ready to stab and i was somewhat internally panicking. Which was strange of me because it was broad daylight and surrounded by people. Still.
And i kid you fucking not. The guy gave me a pebble and said “im not asking for a mate, just one simple date.” HE FUCKING REMEMBERED ME.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
And that, thats the story of how I landed a date just by the offering of a pebble
closes story book the end

Knotty...naughty,
However you spell it
XD
(Its not technically clickbait, right?)

So yesterday i was having a pretty shitty day and my neighbor swore that they would make it all better
They drove me up to the animal shelter we all volunteer at and I started crying the moment I walked into the room
CATS ARE SO FUCKING CUTEEEEEEEEE

also Im starting a club, if you have ever had a hater make a topic abt you, you get to be in the club, so comment below if this is you

I have a lot of opinions. And I have a lot of things I hold back. I’ve been so focused on pleasing everybody in my pm’s, building my reputation, and trying to keep everyone happy, that I forgot why I joined. Honestly. Tonight, I don’t give a shit.
So here it goes, what was 2017 to me.
Well as a few of you know, I’m from Brazil and I had to move here when I was 16. When I was 10 years old, my father passed away and I moved to Brazil with my alcoholic mom to live with my new stepdad. He was physically abusive in the beginning. When I was 14 years old I was raped by my stepdad, and he got me pregnant. My family quickly disowned me and I was in constant danger of my stepfather. I have a beautiful daughter, and she is five years old now. This year I’ve gotten so many comments about being a slut. But nobody knows me. Nobody knows my story. You don’t know about my scars, or my PTSD, you don’t know about any of it. So do me a favor, and don’t be so quick to judge people.
Last month I got beat up. I got my ass kicked by a racist woman outside the grocery store. I was speaking on the phone in Spanish. To my cousin back in Brazil. The lady yelled at me that I need to speak English, that my stupid spic language doesn’t belong in America. When I continued to ignore her, she broke my phone. And I did not fight. I didn’t fight it and ended up with two cracked ribs and a black eye. And it’s sad. Because it’s making me realize, I don’t belong here. Not every person is going to be the same. We are all different colors, black, white, purple, blue, yellow, blah blah blah. So for the new year, just try to be in someone else’s shoes for once. Spread love and peace instead of hate and violence.
I lost my grandma this year. It’s the circle of life, I’ve accepted it. Everyone has experienced loss at one point or another. But I’ve learned that you never know what you are going to miss, until it is gone. When you hit absolutely rock bottom, and you are completely alone and feel trapped, you remember what you used to have. So for this new year, tell your closes mates thank you, kiss your lover, hug your family. Spend as much time together while you still have the chance, you’ll never know when they are gone.
I know this isn’t my typical post, I know the wording is strange in some places, and I know it isn’t the happiest thing in the world, but i need to remind myself and anyone else who cared to read this. that life is going to get hard, but it only has something for us to learn.
I hope everyone had a very Merry Christmas. And happy new year in case I’m not on to say it.
Bye lovelies :)

Four months ago not only did I meet the love of my life, I met the brother I never had, one I didnt even know I needed so bad.
Four months ago a newbie like me, a caring guy who I had never met before, showed up in my pm’s to give me advice. Im talking about @football_m29 . You had never met me, I didnt mean shit to anyone back then. But you were there for me. Through every accident, injury, and sickness, you were there to keep me motivated. Through all the arguments and fights I had with people, even if I was wrong, you stuck by my side. You supported me in everything I did.
Last month when I attempted suicide, when I swallowed those pills, I had no intention of calling the ambulance. I wasnt scared to die. But when I messaged you to say goodbye, you were there for me. You werent disgusted with me, you didnt freak out, you didnt scold me. You calmly stepped me off. I can truly say that without you, I would not be here. And not in the cliche bestie way, but you really saved my life.
I dont know if you realize how many people you have affected Michael. How many you have helped.
I am proud to call you my best friend, my brother. I am proud to be sitting here thanking you.
I know right now you have a lot of shit going on. And I know you just want to be alone. But bestie, I need you to know how much you are appreciated. And it isnt just because you always HAVE to be the positive person. Because you dont. Thats the funny thing about love, it goes beyond happiness. We will always be here for you. Even when you are sad. I am always here when you want to laugh, and even when you want to cry. I am going to be here for you, the same way you have been there for me. Youre the most loyal person I have ever met.
I love you Michelle, always will.
Get well soon. And also know that no bad feeling will ever come between me and you. You can beat depression. If anyone could kick this situation, it will be my badass bestie :)

Dude...I think my five year old neighbor draws better than me.
I give myself,
(1 being worst ten being the best) id say Imma 2

Exhibit A: my unicorn

XD
Your turnnnn

Okie my top 5 TWS fwiends
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
@ObviouslyLucifer
@Mr-H
@Captain_Marvel (Abby) who keeps changing her frigging name
@Captain_America (Boots) who also changed his name
@rendezvous

Your turnnnnn

Okie so here is how this will work

First person to comment will say if they will smash or pass me
And then after that, the second person who comments will say whether they will smash or pass the person who first commented.
Basically you will say whether you will smash or pass the person before you

Best of luck babies 😙😜😜😜

Heyo bishes

I got put in charge of coaching a middle school volleyball team.
They are fifth and sixth graders, which is when they typically begin learning the basics of the sport. (In other words, most have never played before this season).
I want to make sure that I make this a fun and productive season.

As a player, I know what I like to see in a coach and what drills I like. HOWEVER, they are all too far advanced for the players Im teaching.

So two things:
-Any tips on how you think a coach should be
-If there are any vball players out there (i havent met one on here yet) I need drill ideas

Google is fresh out of basic level shit

Its tiring lel

Ive seen this reply on more than one occasion. And no it isnt one specific user.
As much as I hate controversial topics/things that have a truly opinionated response, this one I am genuinely curious to see what people have to say
You can say yes or no. But elaboration of why would be super dope too.